I had just left the room that we were speaking to Ron in. It had gone quite well; he agreed to read the book a little at a time, and he didn't seem too overwhelmed, even if he did still seem a bit upset. There was one question in the back of my mind: 'How do you feel about Draco and I?' But I couldn't bring myself to ask him. He could have been fine with it, which is the outcome I doubt would happen; he could get very overwhelmed, which could also hinder him memory gain or he could say some horrible things, and I don't think I could take it.
As much as I liked Draco, I would always have a place for Ron, so if he didn't approve my relationship I don't know how I could go on. He had been my best friend for years, and I couldn't lose him over it. Maybe I had some decisions to make. I should probably talk to Draco about it, but I don't want to upset him either.
Why was my life so difficult?
Hermione had left the room, she seemed happy with what I had told her, and I felt confident that my plan would work. I knew that I wouldn't be able to tell anyone what I was planning, especially Harry. He'd tell me I was being an idiot. .. I'm not being an idiot.
I didn't want to make Hermione hate me, so I knew I had to make sure to keep this quiet. Subtle even. How was I even supposed to do that?!
I decided that I would go to my dorm room, think it over. I had to have a clear idea for this plan. Once I got there, I quickly checked if there were people around before sitting on my bed and closing the curtains around them. Now, where to start. My eyes flickered towards the book, and I became intrigued as to what she had written, so I picked it up and decided to read some of it.
A few hours later I was still reading it and a perfect plan had formed in my head. I had just finished reading about how badly I had treated Hermione while under the effects of the potion, and maybe, just maybe, if I show her how apologetic I am about it and show her how much she means to me then it might work. Also, maybe a little bit of exaggerating the truth. Of course the book had overwhelmed me. Who wouldn't it affect? But maybe if I played up on it more, I could earn sympathy votes...
I KNOW. I have been away for a very long time and I come back with this pathetic update. I'm losing interest in this story and now I have come back to it I realise how terrible my writing is and I really do not have the characterisation right. However you guys seem to like it so i'm going to keep updating.
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Years of love (Dramione)Fanfiction
Hermione and Draco have had feelings they can't explain from 3rd and 4th year. When they come back to red their 7th year, will they discover what they are, and act on them?