Everyone stayed in the car, except me. I couldnt stand being in the same place as him. What did I do to him? Was I just a game to him? I ran out the car and into the house slamming the door Hard.
I upstairs in to my room, sliding my hand under the mattress until I felt a small cold metal. I pulled it out and put the to my wrist, just wanted to cut it so bad, but then i stopped. I thought about Rylie and Tony, and mom And dad and all the people who cares. If dad even cares.
I went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and saw that my ears were red, my face was whiter than ever and with my nose and cheeks cherry red. I look like a ghost with makeup on.
I went upstairs and took a shower. I sat there under the water till I was very pruny. I got out the shower and left my hair wet and laid down in my bed. I put my headphones in my ears and listen to some music.
Never have I ever been so embarrassed. Never have I been so such a fool. I replayed everything through my head.
And then I started to cry more.
Wassup homies! I'm kind of ready to go to lunch now. I hate people, but not everyone. And I wrote this at a real bad time. Who wants to be my friend?