By keeping myself together

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Dedicated to _Kanishka_

By keeping myself together,
I said,"I will go far away from you".

By keeping myself together,
I said,"Goodbye",
Even when I don't want to.

By keeping myself together,
I accept,
He will go far away from me.

By keeping myself together,
I smiled,
Even when I just wanna cry.

By keeping myself together,
I accept,he is not mine,
Even when my heart says he is always mine.

By keeping myself together,
I said,"I am fine",
Even when I am dying inside.

By keeping myself together,
I heard that,
My love is just infatuation,
Even when I was screaming you are wrong.

By keeping myself together,
I ignore him all day,
Even when I just want to run n hug him.

By keeping myself together,
I said ,"I moved on"
Even when my heart still beats for him .

By kepung myself together,
I said,"I am living my life again",
At a time,
When my soul & heart died.

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