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It was only because it was a year later.

That it wasn't constantly.

At the forefront of my mind.

The thought simply lingered in the back.

Behind all my other worries.

But I had felt it all.

The emptiness.

The sudden realization.

The confusion.

The anger.

The grief.

The deceptive feeling of hope.

And the crashing force of reality.

The loneliness.

And having to finally accept it.

It didn't stop me from feeling lost.

And on the brink of sanity.

And I was only feeling one thing now.


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