Confession #87

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Confession #87: I just can't function.

Hurt slashes my heart,

pain is in my soul

regrets are lurking in this calm night

anxiety is my best friend


I'm a mess,

that goes to school,

looking amazing,

happy and healthy.


You'd least expect,

a girl like me,

to have my battles,

but isn't everyone?


Isn't everyone,

fighting,

behind the smiles,

behind the masks?


doesn't everyone fight,

and most of them win

or are winning,

i'm close to losing.


How do you fix,

how do you understand,

someone who is mad,

who says "you should know"


How do you look,

in the mirror,

without your first words being,

ugly, selfish, disgusting


How do you learn,

to say one more day,

when you are breaking,

deep inside?


How do you,

keep your composure,

when pain is pounding at you,

every second?


HOW

DO

YOU

EVEN

LIVE

WHEN

EVERYTHING

YOU 

TOUCH

AND 

LOVE

JUST 

CRUMBLES

INTO

PIECES?

How?

Idk.

*sighs*

Love,

Taz xx



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