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Pen Your Pride

Chapter Fifty Seven

"aaaaahhhhhhhhhh!" tili ko saka sinipa si Lance pahulog sa kama.

"Aww!" Lance moaned when he touched the floor.

"What the hell are you doing here?!" i shouted. bat hindi ako.sisigaw. when i woke up i was sleeping above him! "Trespassing! yaaah!"

"trespassing? as far as i remember. you asked me not to leave you." he said softly while touching his head.

"I did?" i asked.

"yes you did!" he hissed.

"ah! right! i remember. pero trespassing ka pa din! panu ko naman maitatanong sayo yun kung wala ka sa kwarto ko. which incase you've forgotten. is in the right side of the house!" i shouted.

"Geez! Venice! katabi mo lang ako. you dont need to shout. and to answer your questions. i got worried okay? you were moaning and i thought something bad happened to you!" he shot me a look that made me so guilty "this is the reception i get after being worried to you? hmm. just great." he said sarcastically. tumayo na sya saka lumabas ng kwarto ko.

"Stupid Venice!" pinalo ko yung noo ko ng ilang beses.

damn. patay ako ngayon. ako tuloy may kasalanan! shit.

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pagkatapos kong mag walk out dito na ko sa kwarto ko dumiretso.

grabe talaga yon. sana lagi nalang may morning sickness para malambing.

its almost 5 in the afternoon and hindi pa ko kumakain. kumakalam na yung sikmura ko. pero syempre pride ang pumipigil sakin para bumaba at kumain.

"Kaya mo yan Lance. hunger strike ka muna. kailangan mong gawin yan para maguilty si Venice." i said softly to my self.

"Damn! i must be crazy. kinakausap ko sarili ko." napailing nalang ako.

pero after 5 minutes di ko na talaga kaya. tumayo na ko para sana bumaba pero pagbukas ko may tray na nakalapag sa tapat ng pinto ko na may kasamang note. kinuha ko yung note.

'peace offering? i'm sorry Lance.'

napangiti nalang ako saka kinuha yung tray papasok sa kwarto ko. at lalo pa kong napangiti nung nakita ko yung laman ng tray. Baked Mac na maraming cheese saka garlic bread pero hindi yun and nagpangiti sakin. yung form ng cheese. nakapeace sign.

"ang gulo mo Love. anu bang gagawin ko sayo?"

pagkakain ko nakatulog ulit ako. nagising lang ako dahil sa ingay sa baba. pupungas pungas kong binuksan yung pinto saka bumaba. na sana pala di ko nalang ginawa.

Venice is there with Grey. nakapatong yung legs ni Venice sa hita ni grey and Venice is hugging and kissing his cheeks. damn!

tas sila Anton, Leila, Alexis, Andrea, Sammy, Tiffany, Alaine saka si Jerome nagkakagulo sa card game.

umakyat ata lahat ng dugo ko sa ulo ko.

"If you dont mind?! may natutulog!" i shouted that shut them all up. i shot Venice a sharp stare which she returned with a sharp stare too. tumayo sya.

"You can say it nicely! why do you need to shout?!" she shouted back.

"Just to remind you na hindi lang kayo yung nakatira dito!" i shouted again. asar eh! pag gising ko yun na agad makikita ko.

"Eh bakit sino ba may sabi sayong tumira ka dito? nobody told you to stay here. you insisted on staying here. bat mo ba pinagsisiksikan yung sarili mo dito?! wala namang nangangailangan sayo dito ha?!" she shouted. that done it. i looked at her.

"Yeah. i'm stupid telling myself that maybe you need me too. stupid enough to hope that maybe i can still win you back. too stupid to believe that maybe you love me enough to have me again." tumalikod na ko saka bumalik sa kwarto ko.

***

"Eh bakit sino ba may sabi sayong tumira ka dito? nobody told you to stay here. you insisted on staying here. bat mo ba pinagsisiksikan yung sarili mo dito?! wala namang nangangailangan sayo dito ha?!" words came out from my mouth before i can even think. his face went pale and he looked at me with pained expression

"Yeah. i'm stupid telling myself that maybe you need me too. stupid enough to hope that maybe i can still win you back. too stupid to believe that maybe you love me enough to have me again." he turned his back on us and walked away.

me and my mouth!

they all shot me 'Lagot ka' look.

"Shit." i cursed under my breath.

"what was that Venice?" Grey asked me.

"Me and my stupid mouth." i said softly. binatukan ako ni Grey.

"Ayan. imbes maayos nyo yan. mukhang wala nanaman. ay nakoo Venice!" napailing na sabi nya lang.

"that's too much Ven." Andrea said.

"Too much? eh yung torture ko sa kanya noon? di ba higit pa sa too much yon! tulog na ko." tumayo na ko saka umakyat din sa kwarto ko.

"Ayan Venice! yang bunganga mo kase!" naiinis na sabi ko sa sarili ko.

kasi naman!

"Tomorrow. you'll say sorry. tomorrow. kakausapin mo sya tas yayakapin mo na sya tas magkakabati na kayo." i said firmly.

neither did i know na wala na palang bukas.

pagkagising ko pumunta ako agad sa kwarto ni Lance.

only to find out that Lance left with his things and Left me a note.

'Love,

yeah. this is the end of the road for us. sorry it took me a while to accept it. i'm sorry for all the trouble i caused you. for every pain and tears i brought you. i'll be staying away from you from now on Love. you take care of yourself and our baby okay? i'll miss you both so much. i love you Venice. i love you Baby. please be happy.

Lance.'

"no!" i said softly and sat there weakly.

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A/N:

malapit nang matapos to! haha. sammy's story teaser is done too. gusto nyo nang makita?

one more thing. which is better? the cover last time (hindi yung black and white ha?) or the cover now? thats two different picture. you can tell by commenting. Lance with pants (old cover) or Lance in boxer. (the cover right now). thank you ;))

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