Confession #85: I don't even know anymore.
I haven't done my homework, I feel like shit, my family's a mess, I'm a mess, I feel useless, I feel like I should die.
I really can't put what I'm feeling down to the exact words.
But i'm trying to do it anyway because writing is the best therapy I've got. Because, really, it doesn't matter who reads this and who doesn't.
What matters is, is that I'm writing it and it's my life and it makes me feel better.
Anyways, today's been a total flop. I hated it. I despised it. I just want to go back to yesterday and fix the things that happened today.
But I can't.
And it hurts me so much.
Never have I ever wanted to put a blade to my wrist.
Never have I ever wanted to put a gun to my head.
Never have I ever cried so much in my entire life.
I wish I just disappeared.
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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe I'm just Taz. A girl who is...