I opened the front door and sat on the couch. I don't even know what to do anymore, but I can't keep holding on to one of them. As much as I want to deny it, I do love Brennen. I've always loved Brennen and I don't think I will ever stop.
" You're home?" Jake says coming towards me.
" Yeah I am." I say awkwardly remembering what happened this morning.
" What is wrong babe?" He knows something is up.
" Jake." I say.
" You choose him." He says sitting down in the other chair.
" I'm sorry." I say tears rolling down my face.
" Why not me! Why didn't you choose me!" He yells.
" Because I never stopped loving him!" I yelled back, standing up.
" So why did you date me, why tell me you love me all this time."
" Because I didn't know I would fall for him this hard." I say quietly.
" I didn't know I would fall for you this hard."
" I didn't want this Jake. I didn't want to be in a relationship right after I had a baby. I just don't do good in relationship. "
" You say you hate relationship. You say you can't do them, but why did you get pregnant why do you want to date him?"
" You think I planned for this? You think I planned to get pregnant so young? I fell for Brennen because I never stopped loving him. I'm sorry Jake I'm sorry that I didn't love you more than I should have. I'm sorry that I picked Brennen over you, okay I'm sorry! " I tell him.
" I'm sorry I gave you everything I had without making sure you wanted it." He apologizes to me.
" You know I love you."
" I'm sorry I yelled at you. It's just you're such an amazing girl and I don't want to lose you."
" I don't want to lose you too." I smile.
" So did you tell him that you chose him?" He asks.
" No I ran out of his house." I scratch my head.
" Well you need to go back and find him." He says.
" Come here." I tell him, grabbing him and hugging him.
" fight for him Alex." He whispers in my ear
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The New Beginning / Brennen Taylor
Fanfiction"I pushed everyone else away because they weren't you." ...................... Alex Smith a lost soul who is really just trying to find her way back to the stars, until she comes across the love of her life, Brennen Taylor. She doesn't realize it no...
