Goodbye

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(Will contain cursing\language)

(But not much)

(Okay, sorry. ON WITH THE ONE SHOT)

When I open my eyes, everything starts to come into focus. Then everything comes back to me.

Maya.

Farkle.

Lucas.

Their words hit me.

Crybaby.

Slut.

Bitch.

They betrayed me.

For what?

Popularity.

Fame.

Better Friends.

Of corse they did.

What was I to them anyway?

A weird little goofball to mooch off of, and solve problems.

Maya, my best friend.

Farkle, my genius friend.

And Lucas....What was he to me anyway?

A friend?

A crush?

A boyfriend?

An unofficial boyfriend..?

His hurt the most.

How can you be friends with someone, leave them and then come crawling back acting like nothing happened only to betray them again, because you can't be seen with them because it will hurt your reputation.

I guess they can.

I don't care if he comes back.

I don't care if he's changed.

I don't care if he loves me.

I don't care if I love him.

I don't want him.

I don't need him.

But I do.

Because I love him.

He fooled me once. Shame on him.

He fooled me twice. Shame on me.

This is goodbye.

Goodbye Lucas.

I love you.

I'm doing this because I love you.

Have a good life.

I love you...

()()()

I don't really know what this is... It's really short and made me sad.
All I know is that we all have this fear that our friends are faking it and don't really like us. It's a big one for me. Now I'm just rambling, so I want to thank you for reading this and I love you all.

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