Turning Point!

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*Note: pasensya na mabagal ang update ahaha slowww si author eh XD anyway! here you go my dears!

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Rigid's POV

Fear was creeping in my system, ngayon lang ako nasuong sa sitwasyong katulad nito, wherein I can't reign on my thoughts and emotions! Hindi ko alam! natutuliro ako! marunong pala ako nun? binuhat ko si Ran at dinala malapit sa may bintana, may malitt na bintana dito sa study area ko at binuksan yun nagiging cyanotic (bluish discoloration) na si Ran halatang nawawalan na ito ng hangin sa baga. Damn it! I didn't know! Kung alam ko lang!!! kasalanan ko ito! 

Lalo akong nataranta when she clutched my collar

"Rigid..." she panted, damn it! bakit ngayon pa nag-jam ang pintuang iyan? natatakot ako sa pwedeng mangyari kay Ran pero ang isa pang ikinatatakot ko ay ang mgaa pakiramdam kong hindi ko kayang i explain, hindi ko alam kung anong takot ang lumukob sa pagkatao ko seeing her like this.

"hang in there Ran" sabi ko at dali dali kong binuksan ang bintana, unti unting nakahinga si Ran pero nanginginig pa din ito dahil bumaba ang temperatura nito dahil sa pagkawala niya ng hangin kanina. I stayed beside her. Holding her in my arms where she perfectly fitted as if they were made to secure her.

Unti unting nagnormalize ang kulay niya, and I can't hel but notice how beautiful she really is...hindi siya katulad ng ibang babae...napakaganda niya...her face alone makes me want to---whoa there Rigid! what the heck are you saying???!!! This girl is in love with Reino! yeah damn it even more!

Of all people bakit kay Reino pa? kaibigan ko si Reino and I treat him as my younger brother...bakit siya pa Ran? tinignan kong maigi ang babae, nanghihina pa din siya. O_O ano---ano ba ang nangyayari sa akin? Hindi pwede ito! *shakes head*

"I have always been afraid of the dark, and confined spaces" sabi nito bigla na ikinatigil ko...she smiled a bitter smile

"Lagi kasi nag-aaway ang parents ko noon at everytime na mag-aaway sila ay tinatago ako sa cupboard ng Kuya ko, madilim doon I at sarado, kaya kapag nakukulong ako natatakot ako...hanggang sa magdevelop siya as a phobia" she said, napatingin ako sa kanya...hindi ko naimagine na madami pala itong fears din katulad ng normal na tao, I mean...I just used to see her as the toughest woman...but now seeing her shivering with fear in my arms, just makes me want to protect her.

"Pakiramdam ko kasi lagi lagi akong mag-isa lang eh"  Nalungkot ang mga mata nito...and hell! I don't want those sadness lingering in her eyes! At hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kaya naman...

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Ran's POV

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Napatingin ako kay Rigid, hindi ko alam kung ano'ng masamang espiritu ang sumapi dito at bigla nalang siyang kumanta.

Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

The King of Jerks!Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon