I DONT DO THUGS

Kasedy Pov: Waking up

Kasedy POV: Waking Up

My eye lids had fluttered open and I was in an room that I didnt recognized. This wasnt the worst thing thats ever happened to me. I mean Ive been in rooms I couldnt recognize before but it was never this bad. Most of the time I was dragged somewhere by Tyrone and he would be in the room with me. The last thing I remember is shouting Tyrones name because I was hit and he came over and knocked my lights out. I didnt choose this lifestyle I was forced in it by Tyrone. I mean we dated in 8th grade and most of freshmen year and then I broke up with him because I was starting to like Khalil. Ever since I broke up with him he has made my life a living hell. He would drag me to dangereous places with people that lived the thug lifestyle. I didnt live this way . I never wanted this to be my lifestyle. Tyrone is such an ass I mean I knew he was ass but he would leave me somewhere to die. I mean damn I just cant wait till my brother get out of jail he gone fucking kill this fuck nigga. I would kill him myself i just dont know how to use a gun. Khalil and I used to be bestfriends until the 8th grade when I met Tyrone fugly looking ass. I had forgotten all abput Khalil. I know I guess im getting everything I deserve for treating Khalil like that. I felt the tears coming. I just couldnt believe that Tyrone would just leave me to die.I had to use the bathroom so I got up and tried to stand up but I fell right on my face making a loud thud. Then I heard footsteps coming into the room.

"Are you okay?" a voice asked me

"Well considering the fact that I just landed on my face no im not okay." I heard some chuckle and it was no one other than Khalil. He picked me up and held me by my waist.

"where am I?" I asked him

"At my house." He said 

"Why?" I asked 

"Well you were with some niggas that tried to rob my fathers warehouse and almost died and the people that came with you just left you there to die. "He said looking a little sad

"so you saved me?' I asked him

"Yea I wasnt gone let my ex-bestie die on me now."He said and I chuckled a little

"I'm sorry and thanks but you shouldve just let me die. I'm better off that way anyway."I said to him looking  sad

"No ones better off dead except assholes. but why did you say that?" He asked 

"I dont really want to talk about it but I need to go home." I said to him

"Oh well you dont have any major injuries just a broken leg."he said 

"oh just great. How am I supposed to cheer now."I said angry because Cheering was the only escape from Tyrone stupid ass

"Well the school said you can stay home for the rest of the month until your leg heals." He said 

"oh umm thanks." I said to him. 

"Yea but let me take you home."He said picking me up and taking me to his BMW. Once I got in I buckled my seatbelt. He started driving to my side of town. I wish that i could still live next to him but eversince 4th grade when my mom fount out who lived next door we moved. She said that she didnt want to talk about why we moved just that she had a history with the people next door and that was totally fine with me. I mean I was in the 4th grade I wasnt about to push the topic knowing I would get in trouble if I did.20 minutes later we pulled up to my project building and i got out the car and limped my way over to my apartment building. When I got in he left. I walked into my kitchen and saw a note from my mother.

Dear babycakes,

I wont be home for at least a week on a busniess trip but when i get back were back into the old neighboorhood no more projects baby. love kisses mommy oh yea and money is in the cookie jar. Dont spend it all.Why Stacy in your room knocked out. take care of her.

love mommy :) 

I walked into my room to see Stacy watching tv. This girl never in school but its 3;30 in the afternoon.I walked to my queen size bed and laid down. 

'Where you been miss sunshine?" she asked me 

"Ive was at Khalil house?" I said

"And I guess you broke ya leg at his house too."she said smirking

"NO i broke my leg and he found me and helped me out."I said chuckling

"Ummm he was playing doctor. What you had to do as his patient?' She asked winking 

"shit hoe."I said and she laughed 

I looked around and saw all her bags filled with clothes

"Why your clothes here?" I asked her lifting an eyebrow

"Because my mother is strong out on drugs again and alchol." She said crying

"and the state came and got Jazmin and Lauren yesterday." she said "but I talked to my grandma and she said she was gone take them and I called your mom earlier when I first came over and she said that she would take me in." She cried 

"Aww baby." I said huging her trying to comfort her. See what people dont know about Stacy is that her mom made her be a stripper at the club that her mother worked at its called A Kings PlayPen.She didnt want to work there but her mom made her. She never actually had sex with anyone she just let them touch her and stuff. well I know that she had sex with the basketball team and a few other people. Shes a really nice person and I feel like alot of people just miss understands her. When she stopped working at A Kings PlayPen her mother beat her really badly. She came to stay with us. Then I guess her mother is strung out on drugs now. So she staying with us again. I honestly feel bad for her. Her moms strung out on drugs, her sisters are being taken away from her, her grandmother wants nothing to do with her, her dad no one knows who he is besides the picture she has of him. Its like her life is just meant to be bad. Speaking of dads wheres my stepfather. 

"Stacy wheres my stepfather?' I asked her with my eyebrow raised

"I dont know no one was here when I got here." She said laying down

"Im going to get in the shower." I said 

"okay"She said and opened the laptop

I went and got in the shower and just let the hot water soothe my body. I got out 20 minutes later and got dressed in shorts and a tanktop the brushed my teeth and brushed my 16 inch weave. 

"Yo kas youre phone keep going off." She said so i went to my nightstand where i left it and laid on my bed and checked my phone.

I had 20 missed calls from Nicole and other people I talked to in school.

I had 50 text from Tyrone , 20 from Nicole  and 30 from other people 

Tyrone text was just asking if I was alive and if i was why i was ignoring him. He so damn thirsty.

Nicole was asking if she could come over and I text her back yea.

i texted the other people waiting on Nicole. 

Then there was a knock on the door.

"Stacy go get the door." I said 

She smacked her lips and answered the door and then Nicole came in angry.

"whats wrong with you?" I asked her

"Jason Mckinely ass had a ratchet hoe all up in his face while I was in the car waiting for him."She said angry. 
"yall not together."Stacy said going to take her original seat

"so Im like in love with his ass and he dont see it I guess he dont feel the same ." she said looking sad

"Spend the night well have a girls  night."I said to her. 

"Ite." She said 

we ordered pinnaple pizza, hotwing, and cheesy bread and had a girls night then we all went to sleep.

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