Chapter 5 Just a TOY
"It looks Nice, I can't believe it actually looks nice on me."
The color came out as a honey blond on my hair. I was still staring at my wet hair in the mirror and thoughts begin to run through my mind.
I acted like what he did, didn't affect me but it did.
He was the man I devoted my life to when I said those words to him in our wedding day.
I shook my head as I stared at my reflection.
"Pathetic. You're so pathetic." I said to my reflection.
"Hey don't say that, you're not pathetic. Don't bring yourself down; he isn't worth it you know. So don't bum yourself out Buttercup."
I looked at Dean Reflection and His piercing blue eyes staring back at me.
"Nothing you say will make matters easier for me. I dyed my hair, now what?" I asked him turning around facing him; I was stupid thinking a man like the Governor would love me, he fooled me damn good. I was a puppet to him.
Dean was staring at me and not saying a word. He walked out the bathroom and I followed him. He went through a suit case and grabbed some clothes walking towards me and giving me it.
"You're going to have change into these."
I looked at the clothes he gave me and stared at him.
"Don't protest about the clothes now, the clothes your wearing is suppose to be a dead woman clothes and we can't have that now can we, so don't argue with me buttercup. Just change into them. I told you about the clothes before."
He said pushing his hand through his hair.
"I was just going to ask if you have shoes to go with them, I can't wear these red heels with this outfit." I said raising an eyebrow.
He looked surprised and handed me these black combat heel boots. I looked at the size and glancing at him, noticing that it fit my size.
He shrugged, "I told you I did my research, you thought I was joking? You'll be surprised what you can find on the internet, now go change."
I nodded my head and walked in the bathroom, closing the door behind me..... Then locking it.
I turned around and faced the mirror, not moving my eyes away from it as I undress myself.
I stared at my reflection. Tears escape my eyes, as I stare at myself.
Thoughts ran through my mind again and I let them win no longer blocking them out.
"No one will ever love you Kimani, you're just a toy, a little toy for people to play with." The voice laugh and I pushed my memories away.
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