Chapter Fifty One

'can i talk to you later?'

erase. erase. erase. what about.

'we need to talk?'

erase! maling approach. pwede syang tumanggi.

'i'm pregnant!'

mas lalong mali. baka mabigla. masama yun.

'i think we have to talk'

send.

ayan. mas tamang approach yan.

hinagis ko yung iphone ko sa likod ko.

"Baby matutuwa kaya yung daddy mo na nasa tyan kita?" i said softly and touched my tummy. later pupunta ko sa doctor para icheck kung ilang weeks talaga sya. sasamahan daw ako mamaya ni Andrea sa ob nya. we need to be discreet as possible coz i have a name to take care of.

"Hi princess." jerome entered my room and smiled sadly. dumapa sya sa kama ko..

"you left early. san ka galing?" i asked.

"talked to jessie earlier." nagusap na sila? anu kayang nangyari?

"And?" i asked.

"She hates me. mali kaya yung desisyon ko? mali kayang umalis ako noon?" he said softly. i smiled at him tenderly and touched his cheeks.

"pinagsisisihan mo ba yung ginawa mo?" i asked.

"Kahit ulit ulitin ko pa. ganun lagi yung gagawin ko." he said softly.

"eh de hindi mali. look J. i'll try to win Lance back today. kung hindi na talaga. maybe its about time we let go of this past we've been cherishing for so long. hayaan nalang natin sila." i said softly.

"yeah. maybe youre right."

***

"Excited?" Andrea said happily..parang mas excited pa to saken eh.

"i'm scared." i said softly. totoo naman eh. natatakot naman talaga ako.

"i'm here Ven. our appointment with my ob is strickly confidential." hinawakan nya ko sa kamay bago nagdrive papunta sa ospital. pagdating namin dun pinapasok agad kami sa office ng ob nya.

"Hi Venice. i'm Janine. Andi's OB. everything with your records will be confidential." she flashed a friendly smile.

"thank you Janine." i smiled at her

"c'mon Venice. higa ka na dito." pinahiga nya ko sa bed. while Andrea holding my hand..

"you'll be okay Venice." she assured me.

nilagyan nya ng gel like yung tyan ko saka may lumabas sa monitor.

she checked everything. nung natapos na pinaupo nya na ko. tumabi naman si Andrea sakin.

"you're 7 weeks pregnant Venice. congratulation." nakangiting sabi nya. niresetahan nya ko saka sinabi ang mga bawal.

paglabas namin ng hospital dumiretso agad kami sa kotse.

"When are you planning to tell Lance?" she asked softly.

"Later." i replied.

the sooner..the better.

***

7 palang nandito na ko sa Antipolo kung san kami nag usap last time.

and i've been rehearsing what i'm about to say. well actually. i still dont know what to say.

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