If You Love Someone... Let Them Go :'(

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Feeling refreshed after my shower i went and sat on my bed in deep thought, how the fuck am i supposed to find my keeper when i don't have any fucking idea on how and where i can find them! Urghhh!!!

Yanno what? I'm just gonna sleep, I'm too young to think about this shit right now. Sleeping was a good idea, i can relax plus im so tired after today i think i need the rest right now.

"KAM!!! WAKE UP! You need to go to school!" Urgh! Why does my mum have to scream like that?! Does she not know im trying to sleep?! Wait... Did she just say school?!

CRAP, CRAP, CRAP! Jumping out of bed i ran towards the bathroom to have a shower, as soon as the hot water touched my skin i relaxed instantly,it was just what i needed. After scrubbing myself clean, brushing my teeth and hair i pulled on the disgusting uniform that i had to wear to school everyday.

Pulling on the white blouse and purple cravat along with my plain black trousers i grabbed my stuff and headed for the door. 

"Kam? Aren't you going to have breakfast?"

"No mum i need to meet Leah at the school gates, you know  like being early for school."

"Why do go to school at 7:30,when school starts at 8:30?"

"You know why,i like the peace and quiet in the morning, yanno? Away from the drama that will lie ahead in the day."

"Yeah i know but just have some breakfast, you need the energy hunny"

"Fine a piece of toast but that's about it, ok?" Instead of one slice of toast i ended up having 6, gosh i must be hungry, looking at the time and seeing it was almost quarter to 8, i made a runner for the door and fast walked my way to school, meeting Leah up half way.

"Bit early aren't you Kam?" Leah smirked at me.

"Shut up my mum made me eat breakfast" i shurgged back at her. Just then he smirk turned bigger when she turned and looked behind me. Huh? what's so amusing? I turned round to see that i had almost bumped into Kieran, Fuck! 

"Woahh easy there tiger" I looked up to see him smiling at me, why the fuck is he smiling? Although that warm smile made the pit in my stomach warm up. He really did have a nice smile. Looking up i saw him looking at me.

"What are you looking at? Take a picture it will last longer" I huffed, is there something on my face or something?

"Give me a camera and i will" A chuckle escaped his lips and i found my self staring a little longer than neccessary.

"Well done that's probaly the best comeback i have ever heard from an idiot" quickly grabbing Leah's hand i made a beeline through the gates and walked to into school.

"KAM!!!  Why did you speak to that sexy little piece of ass like he was a annoying little fish in a swimming pool?!" 

"What?! He was staring at me!"

"Well why wouldn't he? Have you seen yourself in the mirror? Plus young one that is a good thing"

"What staring at me like some pedo is a good thing?!"

"Yes, it means his interested in you and that of ALL things should make you happy! His the love of your life woman!" OK this conversation is annoying he is not the love of my life! 

"Fuck is he, just hurry up so we can go to P.E, Miss Price is gonna a flip, you know that fat little shitty lesbian and what she's like."

"Whatever you say... and OK says the one who's walking slowly" She stuck her tongue at me and ran upto the doors and into the changing rooms while i slowy walked behind still thinking about this Keeper business and what im going to do about it.

"Yanno Kam, anytime today would be nice" 

"Get lost Trevor im trying to learn here!" I could almost imagine him laughing at me.

"Yeah because walking is really learning is it not?" Urgghh......One day that annoying idiots going to get it! 

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"I hate P.E!"

"You can say that again Kam, dunno why your complaing you aint as bad as me at running now are you?" Leah grinned at me. 

"Oh shut up, its to much excercise!" I moaned back at her.

"Yeah because standing at a post, waiting to catch a ball to get the player out is to hard?" She laughed at me like i was a dumb bimbo or something.

"FYI It is hard!" 

"Yeah because that's a persuasive argument, by the way the boys are coming out on the astro turf to play football" She replied smugly.

"Yeah cause that's going to cheer me up" 

"It should, cause Kierans there." Again getting smug about her answer.

"Oh Hush and play the game woman" I was scared now, i hate it when the boys came out when we were outside, because then they can look at us in out shorts and tight purple tops and believe me idon't want anyone looking at me. I was self conscious as it is, i didn't need others looking at me.

Giving out a sigh i went back to the game, and tried to have fun.