Chapter 19

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Jazmin's POV:

Jason and I broke up two weeks ago. I miss him so much. Why didn't he let me explain? I would still be in his arms crying if he would've let me explain. He just assumed I was cheating on him. Well evan and I did kiss one time but I didn't kiss back though.

It's going to take a long time before my heart heals. My heart is dead. Broken into a million pieces. I'm so depressed.

I barely eat anymore but I still take showers and make sure that my daughter's needs are met.

It seems like I'm fine during the day but I cry myself to sleep at night. I can't never sleep at night because jason is always on my mind. I miss him so, so, so much.

I wonder if he has another girlfriend. Probably not. He's probably just a player like the old times. I wish I have never got pregnant. I would still be in school and wouldn't be crying over an asshole.

I hate my life. Why does life have to be so unfair and complicated? I give up on life.

Well, I can't give up that easy. I have a 5 month year old to take care of and who I love. I hope my daughter doesn't have to go through the bull shit I have to go through once she grows up. Hopely she doesn't follow in my footsteps and be smarter than I was.

Today, Jaden and I are 17 years old. I can't really enjoy my birthday while I'm still depressed about my breakup.

Savon started crying. I got out of bed and walked to the nursey. I picked savon up out of the bassionet and held her gently.

I went downstairs to the kitchen and made her a bowl of baby oatmeal. I warmed it up in the microwave and took it out after thirty seconds.

I sat savon down in her highchair and fed her the oatmeal until she got full.

After I got done feeding her, I burped her and put away the leftover oatmeal.

I picked her up out of her high chair and walked out of the room and went upstairs to the nursey.

I changed savon's diaper and cuddled her for a bit then put her to sleep in her bassionet.

I walked out of the room to mines and sat down on the edge of my bed. I grabbed my phone and saw that I had five missed calls from jason and one text message from him. Should I text him back? I guess I should because that would be rude if I don't.

Jason- I'm sorry for the way I acted. I know you probably don't want to hear from me right now, it's okay. I understand. I just want to apologize for my reaction. I didn't even let you explain but you can now. I will always love you even if you don't love me anymore.

Me- It's okay. Evan is just my neighbor and a friend of mine. You didn't have to worry about him taking me from you. I love you and only you.

Jason- I love you too and I apologize for snatching your phone out of your hand and for assuming you were cheating.

Me- It's okay.

Jason- So do you want to be my girl again?

Me- Give me time to think about it. We can still be friends though.

Jason: Okay.

I turned my phone off and put it back on the night stand. I smiled and got up from my bed. I went to the bathroom and took a twenty minute shower. Then I got dressed, did my hair, applied my makeup, and brushed my teeth. Finally I walked out of the bathroom to my room and sat down on the edge of my bed.

There was a knock on the door so I got up and went downstairs to the door. I opened it and saw jason standing there. He looked hot. I still love him so much so whenever I see or talk to him, I want to cry but I hold the tears back.

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