My journey in the making.

Part title

Well hi, this story is probably as sucky as the next one but here it goes.

I'm a chubby girl from Puerto Rico, where people are as nasty as you can ever get. Oh I'm 16 btw. There are some nice people you just have to dig far enough to see them. But enough of the people here.

When I was 2 years old my dad decided to leave my house, so I don't remember living with him. About already like 8 or 9 more or less my mom had someone special in her life which I was in total denial, cause this guys came to take all I had left. My mom and me where never close because of my moms work so I eventually got used to it. She still was a nice mother.
By the age of 10 I had my first kiss with a guy that was 9 years older than me. By that time I was living hell in my school, mean girls, struggling grades, bad attitude, daily fights, etc...

The age of 11 was the same.

Like at 13 I started to cut my self, well enough to not let any scar behind and I just covered them with bracelets, my uncle did noticed once and asked me and I just said "I was making a t-shirt and the siccors slipped out of my hands" he looked at me very weird like he knew, so I kinda stopped for a while. A few months went by and I started again. A year went by and I still was doing it, my school counselor noticed and she took me into the office and she gave me a warning, so I stopped cause I didn't want to go to like a rehab place.

14 well I was a bit shy. I keep it like a wallflower. It was a hard year but a pretty good damn year too because I went to London, Paris, Barcelona & Madrid where I had a blast with my uncle.

15 and it's getting better I mean there are some ups and downs but just make the best of it.

16!!!! Well I can't wait for this year to end! I've had a bit of everything. But I'm doing good at school being a good person and trying my best.

Me as a person like I've been played a lot by everybody and it hurts and well that is the reason that today I'm a strong person and I try to see the blessing in every situation.

I will try to write everyday if you guys are interests but you got to let me know.