Drew Chadwick

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"This is all your fault dammit! Stop blaming me!"

You and Drew always fight. You can't help it. It just came with the relationship and without it, what would your relationship be?

"You're the one that made me late for work by taking a damn shower when you knew I needed to get in there!"

You guys were fighting about random stuff and you don't even remember what the real reason was. It starts with something but ends in a completely different topic. You both still had good moments though.

"Drew. Just shut the fuck up before something happens we will both regret!"

"You know what? Maybe we need a break. You know, so we can find ourselves out. All we do is fight. We never agree on anything and maybe we just need some time. Okay, babe? It's not a breakup but just a little... Vacation. You do you and I'll do me. Okay? I still love you."

"Wow. Really? This is happening? What you got a little mama on the side? Trying to spend a little time with her?", with that, you push him a little. "Actually, you know what? I think we need to break it off completely. I feel like its all turning into a one sided relationship now. I feel like I'm putting my all into something that means NOTHING to you! Do you understand how I feel?", a tear rolls down your cheek. "Do you even take into consideration on how I FEEL about this? I want to help our relationship and make it strong but you just won't let that happen will you? You either bring something up that you know will piss me off or you want to argue with me! Do you not care?"

This is all a little too much for Drew to try and take in. He did understand how you felt but it was in a different way. He was never one good at expressing his feelings on things.

"Fuck Drew! You make me feel worthless. I feel so worthless," you whisper by the end. You wouldn't be surprised if he didn't hear you.

You look up with tears spilling out of your gorgeous eyes and see Drew looking you right in the eye. It's like he feels your pain. He knows what you're going through because he wants the same. He wants to save your relationship and that's why he suggested to take a break. Maybe that's all you guys needed but you took the situation the wrong way. He meant no harm when suggesting it and he feels dumb for asking. So dumb. He regrets it more than you'll ever know.

"Baby. Please! You don't understand. You don't know how I feel. You never ask how I am or what am I thinking. You ask nothing. Do you even care on how I feel about this whole situation? No! No you don't because you never care to listen. When I suggest a break you get butt hurt about and think I'm cheating. I just think we need space. Not a breakup but if that's what you want, fine. We can break it off now," you stare at Drew. He's right. You never did ask him anything because you thought you were only bothersome. You thought he would think you were that clingy girlfriend every guy doesn't want. You thought he would only get mad because you were invading his thoughts and his mind. You never thought it was possible for him to want you to ask him things like that.

"You don't see my side of the story on that buddy boy. I thought you'd only see me as that clingy girlfriend. Or I'm trying to find something out to use on you. You never thought that maybe, just maybe, I never ask because most people don't like getting ask things like that. I didn't want to seem like I wanted to know every single thing on how you're feeling or thinking. I just want to give you space on that topic but look where it got us. Maybe you should of confronted me about it. I would not hesitate to ask anything because I'm a curious person. I just didn't want to ask anything because I thought you wouldn't want me to."

"I didn't think I had to ask really."

"You know what? Fuck this! I'm tired of your bullshit. I'm going to pack and just move. Alright? You don't have to go anywhere."