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Rocky Nights

You never know what you had till it goes away.

I lye in my bed, trying to get to
Sleep. But I can't without you being happy in my head. We have good nights, we have bad nights, but we never change. What truly changes is our views for each other. Another night, another sadness: something featured often. We break up and glue together, but the glue never lasts. On occasions it feels like the glue never seems to partly work. Sleepless nights rarely feature as we always make up. But tonight there is a preacher, that won't star some love. I sit and cry away my fears that we will never get together, but that never helps. I look to my right and see a dart. I go for it and resist as I know that isn't smart. However I can only resist so much till self pity concurs and stabs a new scar. This is not the only scar to feature tonight. The new memory you've given me, is one that sticks forever. I try to forget and move on but a struggle is at end. Especially when I see that there is nothing I can do, that is good enough for you.