Poems I found in Jamal's Room :(

I'am Hurt (by me Jacob)

Title of Poem: I'am Hurt (for Jamal rest in paradise) ];

I weep before I go to sleep,

Every night is like a bloody fight,

Waiting and hoping for a bright light,

But still, it hurts me so deep.

I wait till I could no longer wait,

Asking myself, is this really my fate?

And now that I only see your shadow,

I could feel the blow of the snow.

I cry, and cry like I'm living in the hell,

And my heart does not pump well,

I wish I could let you show,

That I feel very, very low.

It hurts to realize that you're finally gone,

I want to cry out loud and freak out,

To let these hurt feelings out,

But I guess the damage is already done.

~

My tears were falling down like niagara falls when i was writing this </3 all the pain, all the sorrow i've been holding in..I finally let out onto this page ]'; i miss him so fucking much that it hurts ..