I sighed and sat down my sofa turned on the television.
I made it through my first day of school successfully without flipping out and having anxiety attacks.
At least I'm the first step in the right direction. I lean back on the sofa getting comfortable and start eating my dinner which is basically some Chipotle I got on the way home. I felt like I deserved a little treat. I'm even shocked I was able to hold a conversation with Ryan. He seemed like a nice person but I could tell that he was and overly confident individual which was a bit intimidating. I shuddered at the memory of the glares I got from the other classmates. It was very uncomfortable to be looked at with so much disdain.
What did I do to them?
I was confused as why the attention was on us.
At least I can say I made an acquaintance today. I don't want to assume that we are friends after one day. Although it did feel nice to just talk to someone else about nothing.
Then there is Joe, or should I call him Mr. Anoai'.
It felt weird sitting there knowing I could feel his glare on me.
Or was it on Ryan?
For some reason I got this sense that the don't like each other. I can't imagine why though. I finish my food and go to throw my tray in the trash. I'm actually proud of myself of finishing that. I didn't have much homework considering that it was only my first day of school.
I turned off television and headed towards the bed. I snuggled in and I for the first time I hadn't cried myself to sleep....
Her hands were softly caressing my face as looked down to her beautiful brown eyes.
She looked so damn gorgeous tonight and she was all mine. I held her hips even closer to my body wanting to feel her warmth.
I leaned down and kissed her sweet lips. She whimpered when I practically shoved my tongue in her mouth, I was hungry for her affection .
She was paralyzed under me and I was loving it as I swirled my tongue against hers and she responded as we were both in a trance of our own affection. She pulled away from me and I felt cold from our sudden separation. She looked at me with so much love and adoration that made my heart do back flips against my chest.
I found myself saying the words that I had grown to feel for her and couldn't hold it in any longer.
" I love you," I said with desperation.
I wanted for so much for her to feel the same way.
I would do anything for her.
I just looked at her as I was nervous for her reaction. She held my heart in her hands and I wanted her more than anything in this world. She took a step forward towards me again and reached up to cup my face.
It was my turn to be in her trance.
She kept walking towards me and I walked backwards with my hand on her waist until I hit the edge of the bed and sat down.
She took her position and just stood between my legs and looked down at me.
"Do you really mean that baby,?" Her sweet voice said.
I nodded my head in an instant before replying, "With all of my heart baby girl," I said as my voice wavered a bit.
Why was I emotional.
Only she could bring out these sort of emotions from me and she didn't have to try.
She smiled that gorgeous smile that I have grown to love and admire and leaned down to kiss me with so much passion and hunger and I was in heaven.
How is it possible even feel this way about someone else?
I laid down on my back as she controlled the kiss. I held her hips as she started to grind on my already hardened member.
Damn this woman will be the death of me.
She kissed my neck and I could feel myself becoming undone under her.
She sat up and scooted down my legs a bit and just looked at me with her smirk. Her hand went right in the waist band of my boxers and she released my throbbing member out and it slapped against my stomach.
At this point I was yearning for her pleasure she held it against her hands and she just looked at me. I felt as though I could just release by just looking at her.
Her fingertips played with the tip as it was already dripping a bit.
I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with pleasure and yet she still hasn't done anything yet.
I just groaned out her name.
I groaned and opened my eyes.
What the hell was that?
I turned and looked at the time on my nightstand.
Damn it's still early!
The hell kind of dream was that.
I might as well get ready now considering I'm awake now. I was practically sweating like crazy. I sat up and pushed the covers off of me. I looked down I have a hard on and damn it kinda hurts. I just lay back down on the bed spreading my arms out. Shit that dream was intense.
Why can't I get that girl out of my head?
This can't be right.
I couldn't help but think back to the dream. She was so perfect.
It felt so real.
The kiss itself had me ready to fuck the shit out of her. Damn, the way she took charge and just whipped it out. I know she wanted me as much as I wanted her.
Why the hell do dreams always cut off the good part?
It's like no matter what I do we always end up crossing paths. I'm a man of faith and a lot of believes.
That girl right there is my future and I can feel it. Ain't nobody ever capture my attention like that and much less dream about her. Her face, her eyes, them lips.
God and she has a perfect ass.
I smirked to myself as thought about us making sweet love.
Hell may be crazy but my hormones been on overdrive since I seen her. I could myself getting harder just think about her. I reached down and pulled my throbbing dick out not surprised to see that I was already dripping.
I stroked myself closing my eyes just thinking about her.
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Forever Mine and Forever YoursFanfiction
Joseph Anoai' is a man who at this point of his life where he can not make any big mistakes. After his family is finally moving on from his past actions, he is working hard to gain that title of a good man. But he can't avoid the consequences that c...