Secrets of past

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(Gumball's pov)
It was late at night and I couldn't sleep. I sighed with a yawn before sitting up and finding the book that my wonderful (y/n) wrote her secrets in. I popped it open and slowly began to read it.

12/12/12
Hey Dairy..... today hasn't been the best. I've become the number one target for all the popular girls smart remarks. Its been going on for almost a week and its starting to get to me. All the girls are kittens and as much as like cats I really hate them. But its getting to me.... I'm scared to even show my face in public anymore.

12/14/12
Great.... now I have scars... all over my legs. Two trips to the hospital for suicidal attempts. The girls just laugh. They have gone from being personal to online as well.... I cant take it anymore! I really hope I leave the world tonight.... Just like the girls want me too.... Btw if you cant tell I hate cats now! Their all stuck up jerks who deserve to be buried alive!

12/15/12
Ok maybe.... not all cats are bad. A new girl came to school today. She's a white and orange neko. She is actually really nice and stood up for me! I think her name was Rosa. Im so happy.... I might actually get a good friend!

I whimper slightly. "She tried to kill herself?" I whispered. She must of gone through some really bad times. But she seems so happy and up beat. Oh.... I just hope she doesn't try to kill herself now.... I would miss her so much....
I then laid down tears in my eyes at the thought if losing her.... "(y/n) my sweet heart.... I hope you're doing better now than you were back then.

(Y/n) pov
I held the sharp knife on my skin. Tears streamed my face. My phone lay open to new messages. One read, Go Kill Yourself Again I Bet You Will Die This Time!.....
I sniffled as blood trickled down my leg. This pain was much more bearable than the other pain.

A/n
Well..... Thats depressing......
Uh.... I need to go lie down now.....

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