Suffering

Chapter 14.) I'll never get her.

 " Justin !" hummed in my ears, was i dreaming? " justin wake up!" i heard again. i tried to 

open my eyes but they weren't opening. " wake up please!" i made at the voice it was a 

female. i knew it. " Justin!" she cried, that's when i got the voice, it's lina. Opening one 

eye everything was blurry. " Please." i opened both and i saw Lina standing in front of me 

crying. 

 I blinked a few times to see her clear. " what.. what happened?" i groaned. " Justin we 

need to get out of here! now!" she frowned. " why?" 

 " they-they went to the police not to long ago! they'll be here any second!" lina rose to 

her feet grabbing my hand. Slowly i got up.

 " who hit me?" i groaned holding my head, then looking at my hand to blood. " the girl, but 

Please we need to get out of here, i don't want to lose you!"

 I nodded picking the gun up off the ground i followed lina so we're outside. " just run 

straight " i told her and we started running. 

 Lina's moms POV.

 i got the call from the police telling me Lina and Justin went to their house and 

threatened them.

 i got the the police station getting into their car then they drove off. "what if they 

ran?" i asked nervously. "she said she knocked Justin and Lina out then ran knowing they 

won't wake up anytime soon." 

 " ok..okay good."

 Justin's POV.

 i was running way to fast my eyes still weren't fixed from being hit in the head. running 

with blurry eyes made my stomach upset and desided to throw up everywhere. " Justin! are you 

okay?" Lina run over to me, putting her hand on my back.

 " not really." i said being honest again throwing up. " can you please hurry up." She 

rushed me. " can you wait ?" i snapped. standing up straight staying waiting if i had too, 

again.

 Whipping my mouth off, i spit a few times trying to get the taste out, but it didn't work. 

" go on, i'll be with you in a minute." i told Lina to contuine running. She shook her head. 

" i'll wait."

 in the distance i heard the faint sound of police sirens. knowing they're at the house. If 

Lina and I don't start running right now, they'll search the words and.. find us.

 " run!" i hissed in a low voice. Lina nodded and started running, looking behind me making 

sure no one was there i started running also.

 Feeling my legs getting weak after running for what seemed like hours. But in reality it 

was like 5 minutes.

 " ah shit!" Lina moaned ahead of me, i caught up to her. she was laying on the ground 

holding her ankle. " what happened??"

 " twisted it." bending down besides her i examed her ankle. it was already bruising she 

might have either broke it or spraind it. " try to stand." i held her hand as she slowly got 

up then falling back down in pain.

 " no " Lina cried. " get on my back." i turned my back to her as she slowly got on. " am i 

to heavy?" she asked. " no." i responded and started, not running, jogging.

 I was getting closer it seemed to be hope. i didn't hear any feet but mine. didn't hear any 

sounds but bird flying threw the branches of the trees. 

 I stopped in my tracks to see where i could turn. Turning my head to the right i saw a 

black bear. it was walking slowly eating grass. A smile went on my face as i looked. what a 

beautiful sight.

 Snapping out of my little mind i was hit with reality as i heard more yells in the 

distance. maybe a little less than a mile from me. 

 " come on Justin, i don't want to lose you." Lina whispered in my ear. " you won't.. you 

won't ever lose me." my jaw tightened as i ran. i ran so fast it felt like nothing, nothing 

could stop me.

 I ran to the fact that i would be changing Lina's life forever, this will never leave her 

mind. i was running for the fact that i killed my only best friend.. or mayeb not even my 

friend. i ran for the fact .. i have something to run for. i'm running for Lina.

 I wanna spend my whole life with her. but i know i can't i'm not good enough for her, not 

only that. i won't be there for her i'll be stuck in jail, prison my whole life.

 She grow older she'll get more boyfriends, her boyfriend will teach her to stop cutting, to 

like herself. i'll never be able to do that. her boyfriend will turn into her husband, her 

husband will turn into her childrens father.

 Everything i want to do with her, i'll never be able to do. i love her. i really, really 

love her. But i can't have her, i never will have her.

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