Chapter 24

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1. Cliff diving **COMPLETE**

2. Go to London

3. Get a pet dog

4. Have an excuse to scream YOLO **COMPLETE**

5. meet someone famous **COMPLETE**

6. learn to play an instrument **COMPLETE**

7. have a flashmob

8. go to an amusement park **COMPLETE**

9. write a song **COMPLETE**

10. Fall in love

"Welcome to Florida!" Louis yells as the bus passes the state border. "Time to live it up for 2 weeks. HOLLA!!" 

"Shut up Louis I'm trying to sleep we still have another 4 hours to drive," Zayn complains from the bus couch be for he rolls over and falls back asleep. 

"Wow someone's cranky," Niall says as he sits down on Louis' lap. We have been driving for 3 hours already from when we left our hotel in Alabama. 

It's crazy to think that about 13 weeks ago I was just living my life normally, going to high school and stalking One Direction and now I'm touring with them. They even said that I will be able to sing my new song at one of their shows. The boys keep trying to get me to sign up for a recording contract but I don't think they would want a singer that will only be around for 5 months. 

I decided that I need to tell Harry soon. He deserved to know that his girlfriend has a life threatening disease and will only be alive for 20 more weeks. I just don't know how he will react to the news. Will he be angry leave me? Will he be sad but support me? Will he just be silent and not leave me but kind of zone out. As much as I hate the thought of seeing his expresion when he finds out I think that it would be worse to never tell him and just leave. 

"I'm going to go play around with my guitar." I stand up to leave grabbing my guitar as I walk to my bed. 

"Have fun babe," Harry says giving me a smile that shows off his adorable dimples. 

I was working on a new song and I just needed to put the finishing touches on it. It was about a girl that finds out that she has cancer. It doesn't quite apply to me but it fits me. The song is sad but it offers hope at the end. 

(Skin by: Rascal Flatts)

Sarah Beth is scared to death

To hear what the doctor will say

She hasn't been well

Since the day that she fell

And the bruise, it just won't go away

So she sits and she waits, with her mother and dad

And flips through an old magazine

Till a nurse with a smile

Stands at the door

And says, 'Will you please come with me?'

Sarah Beth is scared to death

'Cause the doctor just told her the news

Between the red cells and white

Something's not right

But we're gonna take care of you

Six chances in ten, it won't come back again

With the therapy we're gonna try

It's just been approved

It's the strongest there is

I think we caught it in time

Sarah Beth closes her eyes

She dreams she's dancing

Around and around, without any cares

And her very first love is holding her close

And the soft wind is blowing her hair

Sarah Beth is scared to death

As she sits, holding her mom

Says it would be a mistake

For someone to take

A girl with no hair to the prom

For just this morning, right there on her pillow

Was the cruelest of any surprise

And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands

The proof that she couldn't deny

Sarah Beth closes her eyes

She dreams she's dancing

Around and around, without any cares

And her very first love is holding her close

And the soft wind is blowing her hair

It's quarter to seven, that boy is at the door

Her Daddy ushers him in

When he takes off his cap, they all start to cry

'Cause this morning where his hair had been

Softly, she touches just skin

They go dancing

Around and around, without any cares

And her very first, true love is holding her close

And for a moment, she isn't scared

I finish off the song and write down the final chords. Perfect. 

"That was a really beautiful song babe." Harry sits down next to me and takes my notebook and reads the lyrics over. He has a look of sadness on his face. 

"Thanks," I say giving him a small smile.

"Why did you write such a sad song about cancer though?" He says one single tear falling from his eyes. I don't know if he is crying because of the song or if he knows what I'm about to tell him. 

"Harry, there's something I need to tell you." 

AUTHOR'S NOTE!!

HEYYYYYYY!! sorry for the cliffhanger and the really short chapter but she is finally going to tell  him <3 

The song is "Skin" (or Sarabeth) by Rascal Flatts it is one of my personal favorites even though it is really sad! 

Ok so I have resently become OBSESSED with 5 seconds of summer <3 they are just perfect!! :D ;saldkfnasdfn;asdjnf and I made my best friend a fan to! Is anyone else a fan? 

I love you alll!! and thanks so much for all the reads and votes! I don't know if you guys know how happy it makes me when people read and vote for the story! Or how happy I am when people comment that they love it. You guys make it all worth while <3 

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