Fix you; Wilkinson

i don't love you anymore

Sammy's POV~

Well.... Claire wasn't in the library that's for sure so where else would she be?

"Think. Think. Think" i repeatedly hit my head

"Hey, don't worry. We'll find her, she's doing just fine" Shawn comforted

"How do you know?" i ask

"In my years with her i know that she is a strong and brave girl so i know she can take care of herself out there" he said

I nod and let out a breath

"I just want her to be back here, safe in my arms but no i had to ruin it" i grit

"Me too buddy" he gave me a half smile and i was thankful that he didn't ask what i did to make her leave in the first place

Daniel started driving and the further we went, the tighter his grip will get on the stirring wheel

"Let's go home" Shawn sighed

"Are you crazy?" i spat

"You need some rest, Sammy" he states

"I know i do but i'm not gonna rest 'til i find Claire"

"What else can we do? We searched the places where she would most likely be! Where the fuck do you think she is?" he raised his voice

"I don't know but i know one more place" i stayed calm

"Where?" Daniel questioned

"Drive and i'll tell you the directions" i demanded

He obeys and drives as i tell him directions

He stops the engine the we all hop out of the car and looked at our surroundings

"Why are we here?" Johnson asked

"This is where we made memories together. Where we met, said our goodbyes, met again, fought and apologised." i explained

"All in this playground?" Gilinsky asked in disbelief but i smiled and nodded

We walked to where the swings were and that was when i saw my whole universe in so much pain

She was sitting on one swing both of her cheeks are in her palms as the swing slowly sways back and forth

"Hey..." i whispered

I noticed her body tense up before she stood up but her back was still facing me

"What are you doing here?" she gritted

"I wanted to apol--"

"Apologise. I know" she finishes my sentence and pauses "You always apologise... It's like a habit now. You do something bad then you say sorry and everythings back to normal then it keeps on going... It's like a daily routine."

She gulped before continuing her speech

"You hurt me several times and i always forgive you. You hurt me to the point where i want to kill myself and i dont want to feel pain anymore" she finishes

"What are you saying?" i asked, confused

"I don't want to feel the pain you give me everyday so i had come to the conclusion..." she paused

"I don't love you anymore."

And thats when the world came crashing down onto me. I heard my heart shatter in to million bits. My chest tightened and i felt like i couldn't breathe.

I realised that the others were watching us from a distance and was still able to hear whatever we were saying

I didn't know what to do

I feel so...... Lost.

I couldn't feel my body and then the next thing i knew, my body hit the ground and i saw pure darkness