lilly ,
i wonder if you would of stayed
if you knew how i felt about you
if you knew that someone would miss you
if you knew that id be that person to
mourn for you
i wish you had stayed a little longer
so i could have said the words
that i have wanted to say since we met
to say that i love you
that i still love you
im mad that u left without a single note
no why or a bye
just the lifeless body on the floor
with the blood staining the tiled ground
my last image of you will be the one that ill always remember
not at all the one i wanted
i knew you where depressed
i knew that something was wrong
but i just shrugged it off
U could of came to me
I would of helped
I would of cared
maybe even saved you
and thats what sets me off the most
why didnt you wait just a little bit more
i was going to say the words the magical words
i had a tiny hoping feeling that youd felt the same too
but on the way to your house i got the call
a heart stopping call
you where dead suicide
razor to the wrists
and all i wanna know is
why, whyd you leave me behind ?
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