I stood there shocked. Was he really in love with me, or did he just blurt it out? But...was I still in love with him? So many questions that have no answers. I didn't know what to do or say. Should I tell him to go? Or ignore it and move on with my day?
As I stood there looking dumbfounded He was leaning in. So close our faces were meters away. He looked down at my lips and kissed me.
I kissed back.
I quickly pulled away from him. He stood there with a smirk on his lips. "I'll pick up Bells around noon, bye." He called as he headed out the door. I closed the door quickly, and went to the kitchen. I put the kettle on the stove and waited for it the heat up.
I turned the stove off and poured the warm tea into a cup. I sat silently at the table and watched as the rain poured outside. I knew I still had feelings for Harry but I couldn't admit it to myself. He was my first love.
I thought he was the one. He used to hold me close at night, wouldn't ask me what's wrong just came over and cuddled with me, and most of all he loved me.
I want to have a family with me, Bella and Harry but wouldn't that ruin his career. I mean a famous pop star running around with his child taking her shopping for pull ups.
Every since Harry came back into my life, all I've been doing is thinking about him. Our past and now. I remembered something. I ran to my room and into my walk in closet. I found my old jewelry box which was my great grandmothers.
I opened and saw a sparkle. The ring Harry gave to me. It had an infinity sign with our names on the back of it. Most people would've thrown it away right after a breakup but I kept it. Why? Because....I'm still not over him.
I put the diamond ring on my ring finger and looked at it. I got out a box filled with pictures and memories. I searched through it until I found a scrapbook. Inside of it was memories of me and Harry.
A tear slowly rolled down my cheek. I remember when he was mine. All mine. I used to worry he'll leave me for somebody much better than me. Yes I was insecure, well he is a famous popstar he can have practically any girl. I took out a picture of me and Harry at a beach.
That was our anniversary. 6.12.2011. He took me out for dinner and then blindfolded me. We drove for hours until he finally said were here. He lead me down a sandy path and I could hear the sound of waves. He took off the blindfold and I gasped at the amazing sight.
There was a picnic by the ocean and roses. I smiled at him. "Cheesy Harry." I laughed. Durning the middle of our dinner, the waves reached to where we were and washed away everything. We ran back to the car laughing and out of breath.
"Mummy! Mummy!" Bella yelled. I ran over to her. "What is it baby." I asked. "Daddy told me a secret." Darcy said giggling. "What secret?" I looked at her but she just giggled. "It's a surprise!" She whispered before running off yelling, "you'll see!".
It was in the afternoon and I was waiting for Harry to come. Bella was still running around screaming "surprise!" Harry called saying he needed to talk to Bella. She ran off with the phone into her room. I leaned against the door frame and heard giggling.
After she hung up, Bella came out wearing a light blue dress that she wore whenever she played dress up. "Mummy can I go outside?" She asked innocently. "Daddy will be here any minute." Right when I turned the doorbell rang. I opened the door to be greeted by Harry in a tux.
"Daddy!" Bella ran over to Harry. "What's going on? Why are you dressed up?" I asked. "You ask too many questions. Here." Harry handed me a card and left with Bella. On the card it said:
'Dress formal, there will be a car to pick you up. Xxx H.'
I put on a beautiful light blue dress and sandals since it was summer. I curled my hair and added make up. When I got outside there was a car like Harry said. I got in and he took off. The drive was long and soon I feel asleep but woke up quickly.
'What if he was a serial killer?' Suddenly the car stopped at a familiar beach. I got out and followed the rose petals. I was looking down and I didn't realize Bella was in front of me. I looked up and Harry was on one knee, holding a box.
"Surprise!" Bella yelled. "W-what is this?" I asked looking into his eyes. "I'm sorry for all the mistakes I made. I hope you can forgive me. I know this is soon but I want to be apart of Bella and your life. Maybe in the future there be more little Bella's (Bella giggled) but until then Ashley Grace Mendez will you marry me?" Harry asked, opening the box reveling a diamond engagement ring. Tears were forming in my eyes. I know I love Harry and I do want him to be and our lives.
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