Confession #79: I don't like being sad/frustrated for a long time
Surprise surprise I don't xD I'm tired of it. It's not fun feeling apprehensive and anxious and stressed and fighting the tears that just always seem to come....
It's like 11pm I fell asleep doing hw at 7 so now I have so much crap to do HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *cries* I have two quiz test things and I'm just so tired. I feel like giving up already. Like I work my ass off and nothing seems to work. The grades are the same. I feel like just giving up. Just leave my grade how it is.
Anyways, today was terrible. My yearbook teacher is pissed at me for not taking many pictures for an event but there wasn't that many pictures to take of anyways. And now she's chewing me out saying how we don't do work and we socialize too much. This girl in my group is supposed to do captions in my class and she don't do shit. She waits for me to do it. I'M LIKE NO. I AGREED TO FUCKING HELP YOU BUT YOU FUCKING SIGNED UP FOR IT I DON'T GIVE A DAMN I DIDN'T WRITE MY FUCKING NAME ON IT. IT'S YOUR FUCKING JOB KLDGLDHGJHGLKJDHGJKDFGR IM GONNA GET CHEWED OUT FOR NO FUCKING REASON SHE'S LIKE WELL TAZ IS HELPING ME YEAH FUCKING VOLUNTARILY
I'm done. I'm out. People play me, people think i'm so damn soft but i'm not. It's pissing me off.
I hope tomorrow is gonna be a good day... I hope.
I'm going to be more responsible tomorrow and talk to my yearbook teacher and ask what could be done, and work hard. As for that girl i'll make her sit on her ass (no shit really where else will she sit on lmao) and do them.
I'm going to work harder. For all ya'all. All them invisible readers lmao. I'm going to work hard. I'm going to show them that I'm that girl that will give it her all in everything.
I WILL PASS MY MATH QUIZ
I WILL PASS ENGLISH
I WILL NOT SLEEP TONIGHT (kinda true lmao xD)
OKAY MAYBE NOT SPARTA BUT THE WORLD OF TAZ
AND HER MISFORTUNES.
ANYWAYS I GOTTA RUN
I LOVE YOU ALL
YOU ARE READING
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe I'm just Taz. A girl who is...