Master Splinter was right. I am too young to do something like that. After I and (Y/N) was mentioned on the radio Sensei gave me a real talk about the body and stuff. I had honestly no idea that (Y/N) could get pregnant, by doing that, but I also had no idea how good it felt - but I didn't tell him that. Now, I felt really awkward being around (Y/N), not only awkward, but also scared. What if I suddenly lost control and forced her in to that? Not that I was planning on, but I can't se what's going to happen in the future, so I can't tell.
(Y/N) censed that something was off about me, and even told me that herself. I listened carefully to her and even admitted myself to that I was acting odd. Usually I could keep carrying really heavy masks on my face, but this one was to much, so all of my emotions were visible in my eyes. (Y/N) was actually the first one that saw it. And also the first one to ask me about it. I couldn't tell her, so I was foolish and kept it a secret.
"What's with you? Are you okay?" She leaned down to me to feel my forehead with her soft hand. "Or do I smell like moldy pizza or something?" She continued. I couldn't help but laugh at that. After stoking her head, I walked off, saying that I had It get some pizza for everybody to eat. I didn't have to actually. It was about 2 or 3 hours left until everybody got hungry. It as just an excuse and she knew it, because from behind me I heard her get up and run towards me.