Chapter 14

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It had been a while, Sam still had not forgave me. I told him everything. Dean tried to convince Sam to forgive me, but Sam would never believe him.
"Sam, I swear! I told you everything! I told you how to kill me, what I am, how I work. EVERYTHING!! There's nothing more I can tell you that would be the truth!" I said, as tears rolled down my cheeks and onto the bed sheets.
Cas soon popped out of thin air and looked at Sam with a confused emotion.
"What is going on?" Cas asked.
"Kay, here, has been lieing to us" Sam glared at me.
"I know" Cas replied.
"Wait.. you know?! How come you didn't tell us?!" Sam practically shouted.
"She was trained in Hevan. Everything she knows was from Hevan. So all of us Angels know about her" Cas replied, still looking confused.
"Well now that u put it that way.." Sam walked over to me and untied my hands. He walked over to my bed and picked up my duffel bag. He then walked over and threw it at me.
"Don't let the door smack your ass on the way out" Sam looked at me.
And to think I thought of Sam as a brother. Tears continued to run down my face as I made my way to the door.
"Wow... I guess family really does end in blood... Bye Dean.." I took one last glance and headed out the door.
I felt an ache in my heart. Leaving the Winchesters has been harder than I expected it to be...
But I guess that's just life..

*** One Month Later ***

I had been sad ever since I had left Sam and Dean. The day I left felt as if my heart was torn apart and ripped to shreds. Every little piece of it cutting my body on the way down.
I hadn't even went to see Bobby. I had multiple messages from Dean, but continued to ignore them. He probably just wished to talk to me so he could scream at me for lieing and being a bitch.
Was he seriously?
Goodness.. he was
I ignored the call was even coming through. You think the point would have gotten to his head that I wasn't going to answer any of his, or Bobby's, calls.
The music stopped.
Wait... never mind.
He had called me again..
This time I answered.
"Hello.." I hesitated.
"Kay! What's wrong?! Why haven't you been answering my calls?!" You could tell Dean felt slightly relieved.
"Dean, leave me alone. The only reason I answered was to tell you to stop calling me. I'm not answering your texts, your calls, your anything... so just leave me alone.." I felt horrible for saying that, but it was kind of true. "No, Kay, I love you. I'm not letting you leave me like this."
"Exactly why I'm letting myself. Goodbye Dean" And without another word, I hung up. Not caring about anything else he had to offer.
But deep inside, I knew I had done something completely wrong. I should have said I loved him back.
"Yeah, we got a dead person. Female, looks to be about in her early 20's" The police walkie-talkie spoke. I heard it and scrambled to my feet. Then found my pencil skirt, my blouse to match, and some heels. Under my skirt I added one of those mini belts to hold my smaller weapons.
In the time that I had left, I had made enough money to buy the parts needed to fix my car. Yep, he's a beauty.
I put my hair in a bun, and slipped on my glasses. I then walked out of the motel room, and over to my car. My baby looking better than ever.
I slipped into my car and put the key into the ignition, then started driving to the scene.

I made it to the scene and got out of my car, then walked over to the guy in front of the tape. I showed him my ID,
"The FBI needs 3 people to the scene? Damn" The guy said.
"Probably just my partners. FBI gotta get them ahead.. heh" I replied and walked into the scene. I saw two men standing, talking to an officer.
No.. It couldn't be them.. why would they be here?!
I practically screamed in my head. I saw Dean turn and face me. I could see the hurt in his eyes when I hung up on him. His emerald eyes met mine and my heart skipped a beat. It had been such a long time since I've seen those eyes, and my heart ached for them. I shook the thoughts from my head, then realized my mouth had been slightly ajar and I was staring.

God no..

I wanted to leave, but I couldnt. It's like my body had froze in time. My body demanded I didn't move until Dean got closer.


I screamed to myself. I wanted myself to move so bad. I couldn't risk anything.
"Kay..?" Dean said.


I screamed to myself again. I just ignored him. But how could I after the month? It had been so long after my lips had met his. My gaze had met his. He approached me fastly, then starting to run. He stood in front of me. His eyes sparkled, and his lips curled into a smile. I couldn't help but smile even the slightest bit. But this, this wasn't a small smile, this was the biggest smile I ever had done. I missed him so much.
"Kay.. I missed you so much.." He looked at me and put his hand on my jaw, then leaned in for a kiss. This was it, I could move now. But did I really want to?
I pulled away, almost instantly regretting my decision.
"Dean..." I began.
"No, Kay. Just because Sam told you to leave didn't mean I didn't want you to stay." Dean said, his emerald green eyes gazing into mine. I couldn't handle this.
"But, Dean. I don't want to get involved in anything. Your brother obviously doesn't want me around. I'm pretty sure no one does.." I say flatly and turn to walk away, but stopped when Dean gripped onto my wrist.
"I'm not letting you just walk out of my life again, Kay. I can't have that."
"Can't or won't?" I said fiercly, staring into his eyes.
"Both." He replied. I couldn't keep going on with this. I really wanted to be with him, but I didn't know if I could.


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