You can but you won’t, you won’t because you mustn’t, you mustn’t because you can’t; it’s the exact definition of the heart-brain-cycle. It’s a circle we always got into. When you thought you can, you just can’t. Goddamned heart of yours.
At some point you know you got to do it. You must do it for the better, you must do it because it’s needed, you must do it because you just must. It’s a justification everyone tries to do but ultimately fails in the end. How can you endure the unendurable?
It’s a paradox. You know the answer but you can’t say it. Think again; can you endure it?