I know it's there waiting
always been and will be
waiting
the feeling I'm almost there
the same sensation
I'm always almost there
my life has been the pursuit
the pursuit of chasing
chasing the pursuit
I fill myself with other things
trying to forget my craving
but a craving is just that
time fills the void
memories forget
but the body remembers
the pain and suffering
unjustified and unforgettable
yet it goes on
I wish I could go peacefully
but I cannot
the voyage is too dark
I'm finally there
just about
death never felt so good
