We agreed our last night together would be our happiest ever. And we'd forget tomorrow is coming at all. It worked for a while and we had a good time seeing Oscar off. Then we ran up to the attic to look at our photos, to find one for Lonnie to take with her. When looking at the, I realized they were all in the past and there wouldn't be anymore. I didn't know what I was going to do.... and I cried.... and she held me. She said she knew it was hard. But, life would move on. And I said, "I didn't want my life to continue moving without you." That's when she cried too. I was so exhausted, I must have fallen asleep like that, in her arms. In the morning, I woke up. And I was finally alone.