Lonnie had her going away show with her band tonight. She's so incredible on
stage. When she was singing, I could practically forget... everything. But we only had
forty-eight hours left. And I don't know what comes next. And I can't live without her...
then... she dedicated the last song... to me. And I couldn't take it... I was out on the
curb in the alley, sobbing until my ribs hurt. I would follow her anywhere, Katie... but I
can't... where she's going. After a long time, she found me and said she was sorry.
She said, "I wish things could be different... I just wanted to make you happy." And
then I said, "I don't think you can anymore."