That feeling like you miss them, but you never met them.
Or even held them.
But can you miss something you never had?
How can I miss them If there not here or never were?
I don't how, I just strongly know how it feels.
It's the same as missing someone you knew for ages and then they, go away.
Same Thing only never met or touched even.
I can almost feel it like they were here.
Am I weird? For feeling like this?
Am I alone?
No, I can't be.
People have to have felt this way.
I'm literally going insane.
I don't want them anymore in my life.
I NEED them here!
I miss him so much and he's never been here or even near me.
I'm going insane.
Maybe I'm not alone.
I don't know anymore.
I just miss him.
I can't let go of him.
I need to even feel like he's here, in order to be okay.
I'm not okay.
I need him.
I need someone who don't know me, or even I exist.
I am insane.
And I know why.
I can't have him and I'm losing my mind.
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