I wake up from another one of my dreams to see Luke talking to the boys.
"What do you mean you won't take her!?" Ashton yells.
"I mean I am not taking her to that mental hospital!" Luke shouts.
"But you know it's the best for her!" Ashton continues to yell.
"He's right you know?" Calum says with a hint of disappointment in his voice.
"I can't do that to her" Luke cries.
"Luke, listen I know it's hard but we can't help her, you can't help her, she needs to go. They can fix her there" Michael adds in sadly.
"They're right" I interject. They all turn to look at me.
"What?" Luke asks in astonishment.
"I need help and that's the only place that can help me. I love you Luke but you can't help me anymore." I smile sadly.
"Babe, no" he mumbles, tears now falling.
"You've already cancelled 3 concerts for me. I can't hold you back anymore. You need to let me go" I explain to him.
"Gigi I can't leave you. Remember I promised you I'd never leave" He's almost sobbing now.
"Luke it's for the best" Calum says walking towards me.
"Yea mate. As much as I can't bear to see Gigi go, it'll help her, don't you want her to get better?" Michael wraps an arm around me.
"Luke, this is the only way to help her" Ashton says sadly hugging me.
"Guys, I just I don't know" Luke looks down.
"Luke I love you and I wouldn't say this unless I was absolutely sure. I need to go and you need to let me. Don't wait up for me." I step towards him. Luke looks down at me and for a second I see a flicker of pure sadness in his eyes.
"If this is what you want, then I guess I can't argue with you" He finally says. We walk over to the front desk. With tears in his eyes Luke signs all the papers and turns to look at me.
"Gigi, I love you" he smiles at me.
"I know Luke and I love you too" I smile back.
"I promised I'd never leave and I still intend to keep that promise, but if you think this is the best then I guess it must be. I guess this is goodbye for now. I'm going to miss you so much Gigi." His voice cracks a few times.
"I'm going to miss you too Lucas. It is for the best though, I'll only drag you down. Please don't wait up for me. Go live your life, be happy, make your fans happy. I know you'll be okay Luke, you were fine without me before" a few tears fall down my own face. By now Luke is crying pretty hard. He wipes his nose and pulls me into one last kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck and run my fingers through his hair.
He pulls away and smiles weakly.
"I'll be back for you Gigi Rodriguez. I promise you that. I will never ever forget you. Don't forget me either alright?" He says shakily.
"I could never forget you Lucas Hemmings, never in a million years" I smile sadly. He hugs me again and moves aside so the other boys can say goodbye.
"We're gonna miss you Gigi but i know this is for the best" Calum says a few tears falling. Then Michael hugs me tightly.
"Be strong, I know you'll make it through. I'm gonna miss you Gigi" Mikey kisses my forehead and I start crying.
"I'll miss you so much Mikey"
Ashton swoops in and spins me around a bit.
"Dont miss me too much alright?" His voice cracks.
"Course not, don't miss me too much either. I'll be alright" I reassure him. He starts crying a little.
"Love you Gigi" he says kissing my cheek.
"Love you too Ash"
They all turn to leave but before they do Luke turns around and runs back to me, kissing me one more time.
"This isn't goodbye alright? I will come back for you Gigi" he starts crying again.
"I know Luke, I know, but until then dot worry about me, go have fun" I smile and walk back to my room.
I'm gonna miss those losers. Especially my loser. I hope he comes back, but deep down I know he won't. He's got such a bright future I hope he doesn't worry too much about me. I'll never forget them though. Never.