High School Rants

growing up

I'm not usually one to be afraid of things, but when it comes to growing up, I wanna go hide in a hole and never come out. if I've learned anything these past few weeks of high school, it's that life is always changing. *cue night changes*

once u start high school, you're gonna be able to do lots of things that u couldn't do in middle school. for example, volunteering. at my school, we need 12 hours of community service in order to graduate. being the kind of person she is, my mom wants me to volunteer at the hospital.

so I literally just printed out the application, and let me tell u something. that thing is huge. I'm honestly so glad that we learned how to fill out applications in marketing class, because if not, I would've been super lost.

I still have to find two references, which sucks because I barely have any family friends. thankfully. I've got a few people in mind, so there's a chance I could get an interview. yay me. the only thing bad about volunteering at the hospital is that u have to work four hours a week for six months. lord have mercy.

we get jackets though, so that's cool. there's a job for pet therapy there too, so I really hope I get something with the pets. I love me some animals. the only thing I'm worried about is how much time this volunteering thing will take away from me. I don't wanna slack behind on wattpad, since I'm already losing time for that. hopefully I won't have to work so much, and that I'll have time for everything.

till next time,
Ayla