Falling for Carpenter

I'll never leave him.

Sabrina point of view
The kiss, I can't say I felt sparks or love, or anything because I didn't.
It just felt some type of right.
We separated and he smiled at me.
"How about tomorrow night?" He asks me smiling
"Sure." I nod with a small smile
"Thanks Sabrina, I was hoping you'd understand." He smiled at me.
"I never really gave you a clean shot, ya know?" I ask looking at him then back at my phone that now that I think about it it's always ringing anyways.
"Yeah." He chuckled
"So you gonna answer that?" He asks pointing to my phone that is still ringing.
"Ugh yeah." I nod once.
I grab it and answer it.
Bradley went over and ordered two coffees.
"Hey?"
"Sabrina! It's Rowan Peyton um well he ugh how do I put this the right way."
"What?"
"He's dead." She said
My whole world turned around.
My mind stopped.
I felt like dying right then and there.

(NAH JUST KIDDING)
"He's dead emotionally." She said
"Huh? What do you mean?!" I asks confused with a tone of worried.
"Well um he's throwing things in his room and yelling at himself because of what he did and he knows you'll never forgive him." She explains
"Rowan where is he at?" I asks trying not to panic
"Listen for yourself." She says and puts the phone to imagine guessing his door.
"AM I FUCKING SERIOUS?! I CAN NEVER KEEP ANYTHING IN MY LIFE NOT EVEN MY DAMN PARENTS THAT LEFT ME TOO! NOBODY HAS HOPE FOR ME, NO WONDER THEY DID'NT WANT TO EVER SEE ME AGAIN! IM FUCKING CRAZY." He yells throwing glass at something
My heart shatters as I hear him shout those awful things about himself.
"When did he start?!" I asks now panicking
"Like ten minutes ago, I tried to calm him down but he locked his door and I'm to scared to go back in there."
"Ok Rowan just make sure he doesn't hurt himself or anyone, I'll be there in less then ten minutes!" I say
"Ok." She says and I hang up.

I look around and spot Bradley.
"I'm sorry but I have to leave somethings wrong with Peyton, I'll call you late tonight, ok?"
"Ok, I understand. Bye." He says and I hugged him real quick.
I ran out of Starbucks and into my car.
I get home in less then five minutes.

I run out to my apartment and inside really quick.
I turn quickly to see Rowan slamming on the door.
I quickly get over to the door.
"PEYTON PLEASE OPEN UP! PEY PLEASE!" I say as I knock roughly onto his door.
"PEYTON PLEASE C'MON OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR! PLEASE!" I cry
He opens it and stands there his eyes red no tears.
Rowan looks at me and I give her a look. She understands and walks away.
I walk into the room and close the door.
He looks down.
Glass shattered all over his room except for the entrance and bed.
I hug him.
"Sunshine why are you here?!" He says as we hug.
"Peyton I'm worried about you." I say with tears in my eyes.
"Don't be." He says wiping my tears away.
"Peyton what's wrong?" I asks looking up at him.
"Sunshine just don't leave me, ok?" He says looking at me now.
"Why would I ever leave you?" I say with a small chuckle with tears.
"Whenever anyone sees this side of me they get scared and leave me." He says sadly with anger.
"Well I will never leave you." I say shaking my head slightly
"Bradley." He says madly and sits down.
"What?" I asks
"Bradley, you'll leave me for Bradley." He says
"Peyton why in the hell would I ever do that?" I asks
"You sure will soon." He says looking up at me.
"Peyton you are the love of my life and I want you to always know that, I would never leave you even if I'm not with you, I will never leave you." I say
"Don't be so sure about that."
He says and I look at him with his hurt expression.
I hug him tightly and we stay like this.
Leave was the only word I could think of.
He probably wants me to leave already so I won't hurt him like everyone else has.
I'll never leave him.
End of chapter
Sad :( I know.
This chapter is going to be one you may want to remember it's kinda an important chapter that will lead to other chapters.
I mess with all of you're emotions but please stay with me 🌿:)