A/n: pleases listen to skinny love with this chapter if you'd like :((
Today you decided to surprise Steven at the skating park since you knew he was going to be their signing stuff and hanging out with some fans although it had been your 5 month anniversary and he hadn't even called you the whole day.. :(
You decided to put a white crop top and and curled your hair and wore your white high waisted shorts with some timberland boots.
You put on your honey sweater on top.
You went outside of your house and quickly headed to the park.
You were going to come from behind to cover his eyes and surprise him.
He probably would like the idea you thought
As you got closer you saw a figure that looked a lot like Steven but their was a girl sitting on his lap kissing...
You hid behind the tree... And realized It was him.
The boy you thought loved you until the moon and back as he promised. Well He lied.
You decided to call him
You called him but you were in tears... You didn't care if he heard you cry anymore. He lied to you, broke your heart into a million pieces.
One ring,two,three.
He took out his phone and excused himself from the girl...
" hey y/n right now isn't a good time... I will pick you up at 7 later" he said..but you cried,"are you crying?"
You ignored his question.
" Steven stop acting. Ha looks like you lost...you lost me. Don't bother showing up I know what you did. What was I,huh? What was I-explain? A side hoe... Just another girl you fucked with,huh?"
You were angry not so sad anymore.. He didn't deserve your tears but it still hurt like something stabbed you.
"No babe please where are you? I will explain. But please don't leave me...don't leave me . You... YOU are my world" he said now crying as you saw
" ha I was your world... Because to me you will always be a huge part of me but hey.. That girl that's standing to your left on the side is much stronger than that... Goodbye Steven Fernandez... Thanks for all the lies that you said because it doesn't matter anymore. But now that you see me take a close look that's the last time you will ever see me" you said taking one last look at Steven before ending the call and running as fast as possible to your home.
Steven made you feel special,wanted, and like the last girl in this entire universe.No. He made you feel like you were his only girl for him in this entire universe but all that didn't matter anymore.
5 months ago at 7:36 pm. Was the exact moment you meet him.
The pain going through your head right at this moment was killing you.
You were about to change when their was a knock on your house door.
You headed downstairs but you already knew who it was...
It took you a couple minutes to open the door in the meanwhile you heard light sobs coming from the other side of the door.
You opened the door
"Please don't leave me" he said hugging you, his head buried in your chest while hugging your smaller waist
" I can't I can't stay. Steven you caused me too much pain I won't be handle it ever again."
"I promise I will protect you I will do anything to keep you safe and I won't hurt you.. I can take this pain away from both of us" he said,you knew he could take this pain away but what about all this he caused
"Don't you see? I need protection from you... You caused this pain for both of us" you told him, he was still holding on to your waist and his head in your chest. You started crying... This will never go away not matter how much you wish
Although this boy hurt you..you still managed to wave your hand through his soft thick hair.
" why?"
" I made the biggest mistake theirs no explanation she just came to me and I guess she did turn me on a bit, we talked and then she started kissing me but please I made a mistake that I know will never in a million years happen again from me.. Because this? This pain the worry that you might leave me hurts more than anything else...I know you deserve better but please? I need you in my life...that will never be a lie you are my world to the moon and back as I promised you mean everything to me. You don't even know-" he said crying a bit but you interrupted him when you saw his cuts?!? They looked fresh you grabbed his arm.
He self harmed for you?
Was he really hurt by the breakup?
Did he really care?
"Steven why?"you said crying hard now
" I need you baby girl...I can't do this without you" he said
If I say no he will keep doing this until his death
"Steven one last chance but you do this again it will be the end for us" you finally said smiling a little
He did cause pain but he looked at you in the eyes for a second his beautiful eyes reflecting yours... You knew he meant every word
He kissed you quickly kissing you everywhere.
Lips,cheeks,forehead,temples, neck
"To the moon and back baby girl" he said hugging you
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Crying rn damn... Guys I'm sorry for not updating but here you go hope you enjoyed... Please leave feedback because idk if these imagines are good or not so please and thanks for reading x
