I don't remember much but... I remember Annie, and her gang...they beat me up. And they stuck a knife in my arm. Why does she hate me so much...
"AHHHHHH" I screamed as I woke up.
I was on the concrete floor, with a bunch...no...numerous piles of blood all around me...and there was a knife in my arm.
Shit shit shit shit....
"I'm not ok....I need a doctor....or something...." And then I blacked out again.
A few hours later, I woke up to...
- faint whispers
As I woke up all I could think was: what's happening? Who are these people?
I sat up straight and then watched the people surrounding me and took in all the new surroundings.
Am I in a... Hospital? How come I can't hear the people talking....
Suddenly, I could hear everything.
But everything was hard to figure out.
"She passed out on the sidewalk, I FOUND HER AND THOUGHT SHE WAS DEAD!!!!" ...is that....Levi?
"She'll be fine sir. Please remain calm. The girl who did this to her is being put into jail right as we speak." ...that's the doctor?
I turned to the right to see Jean sobbing into Erens arms. Jean was yelling something, but I couldn't quite make it out.
I looked at everyone and then at my hands...and then my arm. There was a huge gash in the side of my arm, and huge bruises all up and down my body.
This isn't good... I need to know what's happening.
I tried to talk, but no one would listen to me. So I sat quietly and said very loudly:
"AM I GOING TO BE OK?!?!?"
And then everyone fell silent.
"Oh she's awake..." The doctor looked at me nervously. "Are you ok?"
I don't know. Am I?
"I think so... I just feel weak..." My voice was very faint. A very small croak at the least. "Tell me what happened..."
The doctor looked at me nervously.
"Well...this girl hurt you, stabbed a knife in you, and you collapsed. You were losing a lot of blood and your friend here," he pointed to Levi, "Saved your life."
"After awhile, he had to go to school and left you alone, so these two boys," he pointed to Eren and a sobbing Jean, "took care of you before he came back from school. Apparently, you were in a state of shock and tried to kill yourself."
Everyone's eyes turned towards me.
No. No no no no no. This shouldn't be happening. I really tried to kill myself??? I must look really confused....
And I probably did because then, the doctor told me, "You took a gun and shot it through your back, and you should've died, but you somehow survived. We took the bullet out of your body though, so you're fine."
The room kept spinning and spinning.
76 hours later:
Levi drove me home. I had a lot of surgery, and I'm still kinda tired.
"Hey, I want to take care of you for awhile...I'm really worried about your cutting problem..." He said nervously.
"I'm fine...you need to go to school...."
I said tiredly. This whole experience had wiped me out, and I just wanted to be alone.
"I don't care. I'm taking care of you no matter what you say, so don't argue."
"Ok..." I said drowsily.
"I'm doing this because I love you..." He parked the car, picked me up bridal style and kissed me on the lips. I blushed.
How could you love a suicidal girl?
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Depressed reader x Levi (modern)Fanfiction
When you feel like you are almost done with your life, your friends have tried all they can, and you're just ready to give up...you meet someone who was always in your neighborhood but never noticed. -I DONT OWN ANYTHING ATTACK ON TITAN-