Okay, so obviously this isn't an update. In fact, I don't think there's going to ever be anymore updates. Please don't hate me or be mad at me. I'll explain everything.
I've grown up. A lot. I've had to. With the last few months, post high school graduation, I've had to grow up. I have a lot of responsibility now guys. I wish I didn't but unfortunately I do. The day of my 18th birthday I packed up everything I own and left home. Due to this, my parents cut me off. Now I know what you're thinking, "boo boo privileged little rich girl got cut off by her daddy." But it wasn't like that, since I was 16 I've had a job. Anytime I wanted something I worked to be able to have it. My parents supported my NEEDS not my wants, I did that all on my own. But, being there, I wasn't happy. They had a lot of rules, strict rules. My entire high school career consisted of studying and making good grades, anything below an A I was punished for. I was never allowed out of my house apart from my job. My parents isolated me from my friends. I didn't get to have that normal high school experience that everyone else got. I had to leave because I knew that if I didn't, college would be no different. I would continue to be unhappy. So now, to ensure my happiness, not only do I have one job but I have two. I have to do this to able to be able to support my NEEDS ahead of my wants. And needs cost a lot. Let me tell you.
Dropping out of college wasn't something I was proud of either but it was something I had to do. I felt that it wasn't my time yet. And I encourage anyone else having second thoughts about college to sit down and think really hard. Don't push yourself into doing something you don't want to do. College isn't for everyone or maybe it just isn't your time. Get a job, experience the world, don't shove your nose into books and papers when it's going to make you unhappy. On top of my unhappiness, I just couldn't afford it on my own. I wasn't able to apply for financial aide due to living with my parents at the time the application was due.
Lastly, this isn't a top priority right now. As much as I want it to be I just don't have anytime for it. For example, It's taken me two weeks to be able to write this authors note in full. I'm so sorry! I apologize to anyone I let down or have disappointed. I will do my best to get back on here and try to update once I have some time but as of right now it's not looking very good.
I'm so sorry. xx
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