January 12, 1998
Today it was confirmed by everyone else that Hannah and Zach were, in fact, going out. I didn’t see them interact in any way during the day, but Zach and I didn’t interact either.
I told everyone I am going out with some random boy from summer camp named Adam, and they buy it. Only Steph knows the truth, and she won’t tell.
I was walking down the eighth-grade hall today and I saw Aaron. I didn’t say anything, but seconds later I felt a hand press down on the top of my head and I cried out, “Oh! Who is that?” Then the hand slid down over my shoulder and Aaron said, “Hey, what’s up?”
I was about to tell him how Zach had dumped me, but he disappeared into a classroom. I wonder why he asked me what was up and then left before I had a chance to answer him.
[I don’t remember if Adam was completely fabricated, or if he existed and just wasn’t interested in dating me. Probably the former, given the freedom of my imagination at the time.]
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The UnSlut Project
Non-FictionI was the 6th-grade "slut." And I kept a diary. So I decided to create The UnSlut Project in the hopes that my own diary entries could provide some perspective to girls who currently feel trapped and ashamed. I am publishing these entries one at a...
