This was actually happening, after all the constant teasing I was used to, I still couldn't believe it. His saliva coated my neck and I sighed, closing my eyes at the sensation.
"I told you this isn't a good idea.." I whispered and tried to grab his shoulders to push him which only caused him to press his body closer to mine. I felt his hard on against my thigh and his teeth on my collarbone, causing me to lose it. We both had been feeling the sexual attraction for months, it was until now he chose to express it.
"Mr Anoa'i please." I begged but then again slowly fell into his trap. My mind was telling me no, but my body ached for him to be inside of me. I knew I needed someone to make me forget about my past, I didn't think it would be my teacher.
"Just let go. You haven't been acting shy until now." He whispered and pulled away, taking my face in his hands. His seductive blue/ green eyes pierced into my worried brown orbs.
"Baby girl the minute you moved here you were mine, and you can't escape me if you wanted to. You will not get a happy ever after with me, just pure pleasure and you'll learn to live with it. You'll be too addicted to ever run away from me no matter what my beliefs are or what I do. Because believe it or not you're already addicted." He leaned in and captured my lips in a heated kiss, his tongue evading my mouth while his hands roamed my body. I felt like I could change him, and that's why Im choosing to stick around.
I couldn't help but to think of the backlash of this. My parents, my sister, my entire life could change if this didn't go well. If I got caught with another man that was way older than me. To add on, we were totally different, only when his body was against mine is when we ever clicked.
He was my blessing and at the same time my downfall. I knew the quote "what's kept in the dark eventually comes to light" but I didn't care. Like he said, I was too Addicted. And I was willing to risk it all for a man who wasn't willing to do the same for me.