Chapter 1

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Meenakshi knew something was wrong the moment she stepped into the house.

The air felt heavier than usual—thick with voices that stopped abruptly when she closed the door behind her. Her dupatta slipped from her shoulder as she bent to place her worn sandals beside the door, fingers moving on instinct, careful not to make noise.

No one said her name.

Her bag hung off one shoulder, the weight of books pressing into her spine. Government-issued textbooks. Second-hand notes. A life built from leftovers.

"Go wash your face," her mother said finally, without looking at her. "And change."

That was all.

No how was college, no did you eat. Just instructions.

She nodded.

She always nodded.

In the bathroom, she splashed water on her face and stared at her reflection—dark circles under her eyes, hair pulled back too tightly, lips pressed into a line she'd learned to keep since childhood. She was twenty-one, yet she looked younger somehow. Smaller.

They've called someone, she thought.

Her stomach tightened, but not with surprise. This wasn't unexpected. This was inevitable.

When she returned, her grandmother was seated on the bed, counting bangles from an old steel box. Her aunt hovered nearby, already dissatisfied.

"Wear the blue salwar," her aunt said. "The decent one. And oil your hair properly. Don't leave it so dry—it looks uncared for."

Her grandmother's eyes flicked up. "Stand straight. Why do you always shrink like that?"

She tried.

When her dupatta slipped again, her aunt's hand snapped out, gripping her wrist sharply as she adjusted it. Not enough to bruise. Just enough to remind.

"Do you want them to think we haven't taught you anything?"

"I'm sorry," she whispered automatically.

No one responded.

The guests arrived just after sunset.

Three women and one man. Her grandmother's friend. Good family, they'd said. Army background.

She sat where she was told, hands folded in her lap, eyes lowered—not out of shyness, but training.

"So this is the girl," one of the women said, smiling too widely. Her eyes moved slowly, deliberately—from her face to her hands to the cheap fabric of her kurta.

"She's very quiet," her mother offered quickly. "Never answers back. Very obedient."

"Good," the woman nodded. "Girls talk too much these days."

They asked questions she knew better than to answer freely.

What does she study?

Will she stop after marriage?

Can she cook?

Is she willing to adjust?

When she hesitated once—just once—her grandmother cleared her throat sharply behind her.

"Yes," she said softly. "I will adjust."

The women exchanged satisfied looks.

"She doesn't look demanding," one of them said. "No sharpness in her."

As if sharpness was a sin.

As if silence was virtue.

She stared at the floor while they decided her worth aloud.

And somewhere inside her, something folded in on itself—quietly, neatly—so no one would notice.

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