Chapter 26: Am I Still?

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It's been 3 days, and I am finally being discharged from the hospital. I found out that the little girls name was Maria, and she was abused.
Her dad is in jail, and he will be for the rest of his life.
I found out that, I was carrying twins, which makes the miscarriage even more saddening. I know that he had done it, but I couldn't help but feel guilty.
Ed and I canceled the honeymoon, due to all of this chaos. Maria, is in our care for the next month, and I'm thinking about adopting her.
Amanda is going to college in 2 weeks. She is going to be a First Grade Teacher, and an author. It's really hard for her, because once she announced that, so many people told her she couldn't do it. She will do it, and I'm so proud of her.
The twins are going into Kindergarten. I'm upset, because they're growing up and I don't want them to grow up. It's not OK!! I didn't know I had a house phone and now this?! Life sucks.

We pulled up home, and I could hear pitter patter coming towards the door, becoming louder and louder.
Ed opened the door to the twins standing there with the biggest smiles on their faces. "Mommy!!" The screamed in unison, latching onto me.

I winced in pain, as my stomach still hurt. "Girls be careful, mommy's tummy is still healing." Ed said. As soon as those words were said, the girls let go of me.
Amanda came out of the kitchen wiping her eyes. She looked like she had been crying. "Hey mom. How you feeling?" Amanda asked, pulling me in for a side hug.
"Better. I'm gonna go to bed. Love you guys." I said kissing the top of of Amanda's forehead. Heading up the stairs, I began to feel nauseous. My breasts hurt as well.

I shook it off, and went to bed.


The second I woke up, a wave of nausea came over me and I rushed to the bathroom, kneeling over the toilet and puking my guts out.
Once I finished vomiting, I washed my face and hands, then changed into comfier clothes.
I went downstairs to prepare dinner.
I seasoned se Shake n' Bake Chicken, then placed it in the oven. I then boiled some pasta.
While that cooked, I prepared my Alfredo sauce be seasoning it with garlic powder. I took the chicken out of the oven, and drained the pasta.
Placing the pasta in a big bowl, I dumped the can of Alfredo sauce on it." EMILY AND SANDY, COME SET THE TABLE!" I called. The both rushed down the stairs, grabbing sliver ware, plates, and napkins. While they did that, I cut up the chicken, and placed it in the bowl of pasta, then stirring it through. I placed it on the table.
"DINNER!" I shouted. Amanda and Ed rushed to the table, and we sat down eating our dinner.

I headed straight to bed right after dinner, putting the girls to bed first of course.
I headed upstairs and sat in bed. I noticed my breasts began to hurt so I rubbed them a little bed, then hit the lights.
The last thought I had before slumber took over me was,
Am I pregnant?!
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