I'm Fine[NiallHoran]

Chapter Three ~Falling~

" like myself...." I mumbled as the tear drop fell on his cheek.

I whipped it off with my thumb and smiled slightly. " I'll miss you so much." I cried..silently.

" Dad..."

I held his cold white hands. I stared at him as he laid there lifelessly. 

That's when the monitor stopped beeping

More tears came down my eyes. As i heard doors opening and nurses shouting and hands picking me up my arms. I'd let go of that man...

Because his soul was no longer inside him....he was a stranger inside but a person i know my whole life outside

I was dragged out of the room, as nurse try to cheer me up.. but i just got up and walked away. Somewhere, i never thought i'd go or thought of doing it.

I pushed the elevator button as it dinged. I slowly went into the elevator pushing the button. 

As it rode...all i ever thought was... will i ever meet my dad again? What would mom think?...

As the elevator stopped and the doors slided.... i walked down the green crappy hallway to a wooden door. It looked like it was almost about to break, but wasn't touch for so long. I opened the door and a creak went off. 

The breeze going through my sweater.. making my wounds cold and sore. I walked out the door into the outside. The smell of the fresh opening air soothing into my nostrils.  I walk to the edge and took a deep breathe. 

I closed my eyes and lift my arms like i was a bird. The freezing air hitting my fragile body. The thick of the coldness wrapped around my skin tightly. My black hair flowing around; tangled. One step closer. I'm almost free...

"Don't Jump.."  the deep voice coming behind me. I froze there. "It's the right thing to do..." i whispered about to step off "Please! don't jump..." he yelled again. "It's better this way." as tears went under my eye lid. 

"If i dont Jump... i'm always going to be trapped in this mindless pathetic body.. " i spat at the umfamliar voice. "You jump, it's a waste.. because i think you're very beautiful.. some people are different.. please... trust me." 

My eyes fluttered open and turned around... seeing the person. My eyes beamed a bit... he was such a beautiful sight.

His worried angelic face, his blonde frisky nice hair, Those addicting eyes and tone shaped body...His hands up in the air.. ready to grab me but i'm not letting anything stop me. "Don't come any closer... i'll jump." i hesitated. He chuckled; nervously. "I wouldn't want that... please.. give life a chance.." he whispered stepping alittle closer. I gulped and took a little step back. 

His eyes widen "Please.. " his hands try to grab mine... " stop.. don't touch m-" i spat but taken back as i felt my feet slipping up the edge.. I gasped as i felt a hand on mine. My feet dangling from the edge. 

"Don't let go." i fright as i hold his hand very tightly. "Give me you're other hand" he yelled. I cried as i reached for his other hand. As i feel the pressure going through my body right now. I looked down to see the long road down there. it was very scary. 

"Push and i'll pull." he said ... I nodded. "Push!" he yelled as i pushed myself up and he pulled making me went up fast as i fell on top of him.  We both gasping for air. As he hugged my waist. I started to cry on his chest "I'm so sorry." i whispered once in awhile .. those spiteful words... i said it hundred times. 

He stroked my hair. "sssh, it's ok.. i know what you've been going through." he whispered. I cried and cried.. fisting his shirt into my hands.. because i never had a hug like this before. I never had a hug like this.