As I rest here on these linen sheets
I still feel your presence here,
The scent has yet to change
Yet, there's excruciating pain when I hear your name.
As I wrap myself in you
I feel you smothering me
Like you are still here with me,
Suffocating in your savor,
Yet, drawn to you like a saviour.
I try to separate myself, change these old sleeping rags.
Yet every time it ends in defeat.
To rid myself from you is to rid myself from this pain but without a memory of you I feel as though I'm going insane.
Parts of me is with you
Every time I try to remove you I feel as though I'm removing pieces of myself too
You were my strength, you were my all.
Everything I am is with you
Since you have been gone I have been on a down fall.
If I destroy these sheets,
Completely will you be gone,
Along with all of me.