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Should i wear a dress? Or tee and pants? Or short shorts? Or skirt? O r what?
Fck it! I don't know what to wear. I'm considering things, y'know? If i wear sexy outfits, Sara might think that i'm seducing Dave, which is very incest! I never ever dreamt of being in a romantic relationship with him. It's -- ew. Point taken,Dave is a nice guy, handsome, owns a thick wallet (with thousands of cash), and everything you would love about a guy, but then again, I only see him as my older brother. No more, no less. So it was really stupid of me that i kissed him. The memory disgusts me big time.
"Fifteen minutes have already passed yet you are still undecided?" He sighed. "Girls will always be girls."
"Shut up, Andy. I'm concentrating!" Then i examine my closet again, finding a perfect dress for Dave's birthday party. "Oh sht. Ano'ng klaseng party nga pala yun?"
He scratched his head, "Grabe, hanap ka ng hanap ng isusuot mo, hindi mo pala alam kung anong klaseng party 'yun."
"Is it my fault that you didn't inform me?" Roll eyes here. "Oo na, oo na. Ako na may kasalanan."
"So, what is it?"
"Kahit ano isuot mo, hindi naman formal yun. Besides, kahit ano naman isuot mo, maganda ka pa rin."
"Bola mo mukha mo."
"Buti alam mo." The nerve!
"Layas nga! Magbibihis na ako. Shoo!" Then he laughed, "Ang pikon mo talaga." Then he dozed off.
I came up with a simple dress. Knee length, no cleavage shown. I'm so conservative, well, just for this night.
"So how do i look?" I turned around.
"You look the same." Fine. I'm a bit disappointed. Just a bit, alright? Fine. I am really disappointed. I'm just a girl who wants to hear compliments once in a while. Is saying, "You're lovely. Or you are stunning etc." that hard?
I frowned. I frowned. I frowned. I'm disappointed, in case you don't know!
"You still look the same.. Beautiful as ever."
He caught me. "Ang cute mo talaga." He said while pinching my cheek. "Ano ba! Masisira yung make up ko!"
"Ayaw mo nun? Natural blush on na kasi mapula na yung pisngi mo?" Sarcastic. Bwiset!
"Ang bastos mo!"
"Aaargh! Don't talk to me!" He's pissing me! "As you wished."Then he acted like he's zipping his mouth."
We went to his car and drove to the venue. Still, he's not talking.
"This silence is killing me! Just please say something!"
"Bakit ba ang pilosopo mo?!" He then stopped the car and parked.
"I'm just doing what you said. You said shut up, i shut up. You said say something, i said something. Now, what the hell is you're problem?!"
"My problem is---" He kissed me. With one kiss and everything went blurry. In my world, it's just me and him. Me and him and this kiss that we're sharing. This bittersweet story that we had. My dark past and his broken promises.. With just a kiss, my world collided.
"I'm sorry." He said after we kissed. "I didn't mean to kiss you.."
"Just don't say sorry for kissing me. It sucks." Actually, i hurts. Hearing someone say he's sorry for doing something that makes your heart thump wild is just crazy. It fcking hurts.
He then nodded and we proceeded to the venue.
The venue's not as wild as i magined it to be. It's chic? Just like gathering of friends. Y'know? Drinking beers while sharing the story of your life. That kind of setting.
"Ayun pala si birthday boy. Tara!" Then he pulled me. Sht. Kinakabahan ako. Alam mo yung feeling na kakausapin ka ng crush mo? Ganun yun pakiramdam. So old school.
"Tumanda ka na naman, pare." Then nag high five sila. "Ulol. Tatanda ka din." Then they laughed. "Dana, long time no see."Then he smiled and hugged me and i didn't hugged him back because i saw a set of familiar eyes watching us..
"Sara!" Andy called her. Nararamdaman kong pinagpapawisan ako. Cold sweat forming on my forehead. Kinakabahan talaga ako.
For like 10 seconds, i was just staring at her. Waiting for her to slap me or humiliate me here. I mean, i know i deserve it. At least i know. But then i was shocked that insted of slapping me, she pulled me in a hug and whispered, "Na miss kita."
Hindi ko alam pero naiyak talaga ako. Alam ko naman sa sarili ko na masakit yung mga nasabi ko sa kanya. Pero kahit ganun, pinatawad niya pa din ako.
"Wag ka ngang umiyak. Birthday kaya 'to, hindi lamay." Then we burst into laughter. Gahd! How i miss them!
We went to the nearest couch and ordered punch. No liquor for me. We just talked about things. Nabalitaan pala nila yung pagd drug overdose ko, and Andy told them the reason why i kissed Dave.
"Aaminin ko, sobrang nainis ako nung nakita kong hinalikan mo si Dave. Gusto kitang sabunutan." Then she laughed. "But nung nalaman ko yung tungkol sa ginawa sa'yo nung Josh na yun? Sa kanya ko gustong ibuhos yung frustrations ko sa'yo at sa prof kong nagbigay ng singko sakin." Then nagtawanan ulit kami. Kwentuhan magdamag. Catching up with each one's life. Parang wala din akong namiss.
"So, see you around?"
"Definitely." I answered with a smile. We will definitely hang out soon.