Part. 9 -Mr. Nightmare himself.
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I pushed my head into the back of my seat, groaning at the large building ahead of me. I turned off my car and stared at the large walls.
No matter what day it is, I always seem to dread this day the most . First day of school. A mixture of emotions and tiredness took over me. I sighed.
It's your last year in this hell school.
You'll be fine.
I opened my car door, and took my backpack in my hand, slamming my new car door shut.
I watched the mass amount of people chit chatting, kissing, tweeting, you get the whole deal. Celebrity after celebrity, same thing everyday.
This 'Elite' high school is a place I rarely want to be. I am constantly surrounded by snobby people who don't know the difference between being humble or honest. I made my way around the crowd, waving at the people who waved at me, giving them a half hearted smile.
They wouldn't even care if I dropped dead, why wave?
Even before the school day has started, people have begun gossiping about someone's return and the new kids at our school. I shook my head, placing an earbud into my ear. I opened one of the big red doors to the school and saw a huge crowd by some lockers. I ignored the groups when a particular set of eyes followed me as I walked by. I took a quick glance, before halting to a complete stop.
This isn't real. This isn't happening.
I turned my head over to the boy, and I felt my heart stop.
I saw him.
After 3 years of trying to suppress him from my memory, here was Mr. Nightmare himself.
My breathing hinged and I nearly dropped by bag.
I took in a deep breath, and knew everything was slowly spiraling out of my control.. Bile seeped up in my throat, and I ran over to the bathroom and dropped my bag down, running into a stall. I faced the toilet, waiting for the vomit to spill out. I felt light-headed, confused, and scared. I wanted to heave. To my surprise nothing came out. I opened the stall dizzily, and I walked over to the mirror, gripping the sides of the sink so tight, my knuckles turned white. I turned on the faucet and splashed cold water onto my face.
I scrambled into my bag and pulled out my medication before my panic attack happened. My hands were shaking violently as I popped the pills into my mouth. I pulled out a water bottle from my bag and downed the whole bottle down like if I needed air.
And it's true. I really did need air.
Air was having a hard time passing through me and pain struck my chest. My lungs were tight but after deep and hard breaths I was finally able to breathe. I was sweating like crazy, tears staining my cheeks. I looked up at the mirror and I immediately felt like crap. My skin was extremely pale, and it looked like the life had been sucked out of me. Makeup dripped down my cheeks, in black streaks.
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I jolted up, sweat dripping down my neck. I scrambled for the pills beside me and popped two into my mouth. "I shouldn't have done that." I muttered. I sat up shaking violently, waiting for the medication to kick in. Slowly I started to feel numb a...