Not a Fairytale

Where is Danny?

A couple of days went by, and it was now Monday, and it was time to start working again. Jessica had mostly stayed at home, the whole weekend, and she hadn't spoken to Danny, even though he had tried to call her all the time. She didn't felt so good either, nauseous, dizzy, bad headaches, everything that you could possible think of. It was just too much for her.

When she woke up she felt a little nocuous again, she was so overwhelmed, so much had changed the last days.... She quickly pulled on a pair of jeans, and a black tank top and a pair of black heels. Before she drank a cup of coffee hoping it made the nausea go away... and it did eventually.

She decided to walk down to the studio.... Just when she walked inside, Sarah ran up behind her and hugged her from behind. "Ohh, Jesus!" Jessica screamed frightened, before she turned around. "Haha, I'm sorry!" Sarah said with a laugh. Jessica just laughed too, with her hand on her chest. "Are you trying to give me a heart attack!?" Jessica said with a laugh, while she kept walking. Sarah just laughed at her, before she got a serious expression on her face. "..How are you doing... Ryan told me you fell down the stairs!!" Sarah said. Jessica just slowly turned around and looked at Sarah with empty eyes "Ohhh, I'm fine.... it looks a little rough.. I know that!!" She said with a low voice, while she tried to laugh it off. "Well, hell yeah.. I looks like someone have beaten the shit out of you!!" Sarah said trying to be funny. Jessica just faked a laughed before she started to walk faster. Sarah quickly walked after her.

"So where is Danny?... Isn't he supposed to come here soon, for his part as your old lover?" Sarah said with a wink. Jessica just froze, she hadn't been thinking about Danny and his part in American Horror Story Freak Show. She placed her hand on her head, before she stopped walking, and murmured "Shit!" to herself. "Ehh what?" Sarah asked surprised. Jessica just looked at her with sad eyes, trying to hold back her tears "...Ohh, well I don't know!!" She said with a low voice, when they got into the studio...... " You don't know?... he is your husband and...!" Sarah started with a laugh, before Jessica suddenly turned around and looked at her with teary eyes. "......I....I have left him..............so yes I don't know!!" She said with a frustrated voice, while tears came down her cheeks. Sarah stopped, and looked at Jessica with big eyes "Left him?" She said. Jessica just lifted her arms, and waved them before she mouthed yes. "I'm so sorry Jessie..... when did this happen.....?" She asked with a sad voice. Jessica just gave her a little smile before she said "..Some days ago... I've actually already moved out.... so...yeah it's over....!" She said with a sad voice. Sarah ran closer over to Jessica and gave her a hug. "I'm here for you, you know that..... !" she said with a soft voice. "..Thank you Sarah I know that..... but I really don't wanna talk about it... I just wanna forget all about him....!" Jessica said with a sad voice. Sarah kept looking at her with big eyes. "One more thing Jessie?" Sarah asked concerned. Jessica just nodded, before Sarah took a deep breath. "Did Danny do this to you?" She asked with a low voice, referring to all the bruises. Hearing Sarah say that made Jessica burst out in tears, she had no control over her emotions. Sarah quickly hugged her tight again. "Ohh, Jessie... why didn't you tell me?" While she started to cry. "Sarah... it was a mistake... he didn't do it one purpose!!" Jessica said with tears in her eyes, trying to defend Danny. "Ohh, Jessie... !" Sarah said with tears in her eyes, because of the way Jessica still defended him...

They managed to cover up most of the bruises. And Jessica got so shot some scenes. They were amazing as always, and they were even more emotional than usual. "Okay, cut!" Ryan said with a big smile om his mouth. Jessica quickly started to walk towards her dressing room, before she felt a warm hand on her shoulder. "That was great Jessica... that was really amazing!!!" Ryan said with excitement in his voice. Jessica smiled at him before she said "Thank you!" With a soft voice, before she tried to walk away again. But then she came to think about Danny, and his role as Massimo, so she quickly turned around again... "Ryan..... can I ask you something?" She asked with a low voice. Ryan just nodded..... Jessica didn't exactly knew what to ask him about, so she looked down on the floor, taking a deep breath, before she looked up at him "When....umm, when is Danny coming....I mean when is he starting to shot?" She asked with a concerned voice. "What.... have Danny forgotten.. I sent him an email two days ago...!" Ryan laughed. "No, no.... it's just.... Danny and I.....Danny and I.. are separated... and I just.. you know... wanna know when we are going to do the scenes together?" She said with an embarrassed voice. Ryan just looked at Jessica as if he had seen a ghost. "Ohh, I'm sorry Jessie... but you guys are so perfect for each other!" He said with a sad voice. Jessica just made a little sad laugh "Well, obviously not!" She said. Ryan gave her a little hug, before he said "Well, he will start shooting.. in a couple of weeks!!" With a soft voice. "Are you okay?" He continued with a soft voice. Jessica just nodded while she got a little smile on her face, before she walked away, and into the dressing room, where she changed into her clothes.

She didn't came home before late that day, because she had to do a couple of scenes at night too, so she just stayed in her trailer. When she came home, she took a quick shower, before she went to bed. She tried really hard to get some sleep, but it was impossible, the only thing she was able to think about was Danny. She hated him so much, but she missed him so much at the same time. She missed having him by her side. But she felt revealed at the same time. She felt free.... But still it was something deep inside of her that told her that she had made the wrong decision...