Hey guys *shy smile* ummm I'm going to school tomorrow *looks down sadly* So this year is going to be the first time that my dad is not going to be taking to school. Yeah I know I have my mom. But it's difficult, and it's painful. And you know what I wanted for my birthday this year, I wanted my life back, my real one, I never wanted two birthdays, I wanted one enjoyable birthday. But apparently my dad doesn't know that pain and what I'm going through, I blame myself for everything that ever happened with my parents love life. For all of you who don't know what happen, umm my parents got divorced and it's was all my fault >~< You know I'm not just all filled with joy and happiness and that my life is so fucken perfect. Well to correct you, no I don't have a perfect life and I have a serious depression problem. Yeah go ahead call me all the names you want, but I don't give a shit. If you were in my shoes and realize all the shit I'm going through maybe it will make you think that I don't want any fucken attention okay. I just want to share this cause I known that the people in this account went through a lot and that I feel safe when I able to share things. But anyways goodnight hope you all have a good night sleep. PandaPie of to sleep
